Entries for March, 2005

March 1st, 2005

MID TEST is infront of me

mid test is comin'.. tommorrow.. we'll have mid test.. and the materials are from the 1st semester.. i really2 hope that i can do my best!! i have to study harder harder n more harder.. so i can get a good mark.. i don't want to get bad mark anymore.. today i got 6,8 for my Physics, n it's sux! really2 sux... i cried for a while.. huhuhu.. x_x sometimes i hate myself so much.. too lazy too study.. but for my mid test tommorrow.. I won't let my self to be lazy.. btw.. tommorow my bro will back to Seattle.. huhhuhu.. I'll miss him so much.. =} but it's okay.. he'll be back soon!! hehehee.. everybody pray for me, k! hohoho.. I'll do my best.. I don't want to be lazy anymore.. I don't want to get any bad mark.. I don't want decreased for my report book or what... I want to be a better person!!! W I S H - M E - L U C K !
Currently listening to: Ken Hirai - When u wish upon a star
Currently feeling: energetic
Posted by r4kun at 10:21 AM | 3 toss..

March 3rd, 2005

me n the test..

wuah wuah.. tommorrow we'll have History n Econ test.. I'm not to worry bout it.. just worried with the History n math (today) Math always killing me.. it makes headache!! dizzy~dizzy~dizzy.. Mrs. Maria is such a kind person.. she gave us the question with the wonderfull number.. till nobody can't count it.. such a strange number.. I hope that i can get more then 6 lar.. actually really hate with "6" but for now.. ok ler.. huhuhu.. what the heck with 6?? cuh! cuh! cuh! go away! go away! (error!!) btw.. now I'm getting lazy n more lazy n more lazy.. hahahaha.. yesterday when I was studying Citizen.. eh.. eh.. I slept.. hahahaha.. no wonder lah.. luckily I allready learnt it before at school... like today.. i allready studied Econ at bus.. hoping that.. Mr. Hendry will give us the question easily.. (xpecially for the number2..) although he told us that we can use calcu.. still the same, if u give us the hard one leh.. duno what iI'm writting now.. just try to write n write n write.. waste my time for a while.. to refrseh my brain.. so later i can study harder!! HIstory!! come to me hoh! let's FIGHT!!! CYAT!! CYAT!! PPP N E V E R - N E V E R - G I V E - U P ! ! I WON'T!!
Currently listening to: Ken Hirai-Lovin` u
Currently feeling: energetic
Posted by r4kun at 10:57 AM | give me five!

March 4th, 2005

who ha~~

hohoho.. today we've just passed the history n econ test.. as ussuall.. history is the greatest lessons for us.. hahaha.. if u have history exam, just read it for a while.. then.. just answer the question as u r making a book or an essay.. it's our tradition, if u have history exam.. u have to be creative.. to MENGARANG.. huehuehu.. btw for today.. history is not as hard as i though.. but i still couldn't do it all.. just try my best~~ oh yeah.. i want to say "TERIMA KASIH BANYAK!! THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!" to Mr. Hendry.. coz he gave us the Econ Question.. very easy.. my target 9.5, i supposed to get 10 but.. i made some mestake.. uh!!!! damn! so.. my target 9.5, hope i can pass the target, btw i think for my econ exam.. i'll get 9.7... don't know lar.. oh iye.. today i just have my "ulangan susulan" it's an econ exam.. again.. the numbers r so.. ~o~" *HWEQZ!!* killing me.. for example : Rp 9.847.256,50 x 93.. OMG!!! and we cant use calcu to count it!! can u imagine? i have to really2 concentrate with the number.. and it makes me very2 tired.. after i did the test.. i feel "lemes" + dizzy.. huhuhu.. oh yeah.. today i got some stomachpain.. n ternyata.. masuk angin.. i think it bcoz yesterday.. i slept to late.. at 11 o'clock.. alhtough i felt very2 sleepy.. i tried to wake up and study history for a while.. walaueh.. 3 days more.. all exam will be over!! and i'll do my best!!! i won't let my mark.. down.. down n down!! no way!!! who ha~~
Currently listening to: Laluna-Selepas Kau Pergi
Currently feeling: tired
Posted by r4kun at 10:34 AM | give me five!

March 5th, 2005

headache

woah.. just went back from MM with Wen n Xa, after.. keliling2 Jkt.. hohohoho.. went out since 10.30 n went back at 6 o'clock.. gyakakakak.. had some Physics course, then went to Darmawangsa Square - had lunch at Midori, nearby PIM then went to MM to buy some stuff.. very2 tired.. and still have some prob with ma head.. headache n headache n headache.. hey head.. whats wrong wif u? i just think that.. i sleep enough ler.. like today.. i slept for 8 hours.. see..see.. maybe it bcoz the sun.. today feel very hot.. but i feel cold too.. mungkin dha mo sakit kali yach.. 2 days more.. midtest is over!! have to survive.. hoy hoy, klo mo sakit tunggu dulu yach.. 2 hari lagi.. DUA hari lagi!! nanti waktu liburan aja sakit-na :p hohoho.. want to sleep but still want to study.. who ha~ let us study first for a while.. then... just go to bed lor.. I WILL SURVIVE!
Currently listening to: cake - I will survive
Currently feeling: exhausted
Posted by r4kun at 02:09 PM | give me five!

March 6th, 2005

start the new week

tralalalala.. wuah wuah.. Monday is back!! tommorrow is Monday gain.. OMG.. start the busy activities.. huohuohuo... 2 days more midtest.. and FREEDOM! gyakakakakak~ today i feel so hyper ler.. duno why.. just happy~happy~ STAR'S SPIRIT!! CYAT~ CYAT~ have to take bath n study soon... wish me luck!! I hope I can do all the test.. I'lL do My B E S T ! almost forget.. have to do lots of homework too~~~~ syalalalalalalala.... miss my bro!
Currently listening to: Marron 5 - She will be loved
Currently feeling: hyper
Posted by r4kun at 03:43 AM | give me five!

March 8th, 2005

it's over now^^!!

syalalalalala~ today is the last midtest period.. feel soo happy, while we've finished the test, everybody were shout n sang "LIBUR TELAH TIBA!! LIBUR TELAH TIBA!!" hahahaha.. tommorrow it's our holiday and we r free till next Monday.. feel so happy.. although we r free.. and don't have to go to school.. but for sure, we are not free completely, we still have so many homework, and next monday, we'll have Math test, bout Statistica.. wuah2.. have to make summary bout chap 5 + 6 (physic) have to make other summary, english summary bout LIzardman.. have to go to repository soon, to open my sec 1 n sec 2 books.. wuah wuah.. 3 months more.. we will have final national exam... btw today we had Math tray out, we got 25 questions bout gradien.. and i was BLANK!! OMG.. i couldn't do anything.. have to study bout gradien~gradien~gradien.. luckily i got 9.6 for it.. but I'm still blank!! OMG~ >_< huhuhuhuhu.. have to study math harder...

Wish List:
* I can get a good result for my report
* thinner.. hahahaha.. I'm fatter o_O
* taller.. as ussual.. *jumping2*
* go away, acne from my face!
* I can improve my english
* be more dilligent
* be more discipline!!

++++ WISH ME LUCK!! ++++

The best educated human being is the one who understands most about the life is which he is placed =Helen Keller=
Currently listening to: Ungu - Karena Dia Kamu
Currently feeling: happy
Posted by r4kun at 03:03 PM | 4 toss..

March 11th, 2005

o^^o

~Selamat Hari Raya Nyepi~

o^^o..

whoa.. after followed enyak2 yesterday (arisan) hehehe.. .. today i have some prob with my throat..  i lost my sound this morning, till my mom gave me Lo Han Kuo..  now my sounds is better.. althouht my throut still feel very dry.. n lil hurt.. >_< but i keep searching something "adEm" to eat.. now I'm eating O-Jelly, made by my bro before he went to Seattle.. there were 16 Jellies.. and nobody eat it, excapt me.. hauhauhauahu.. (gile juga g..) :p (tapi kan makan-na ga sehari langsung 2 loyang di abisin :p, sekali makan paling 2 - 3) hauhauha... yesterday was such exhausted day.. very2 tired.. i slept around 1 - 2 a.m and just woke up at 10 o'clock.. hehehe... huhuhuhu.. my english homework.. x_x.. really2 stressed me.. need some help!! pls.. huahauhua.. just j/k, have to read it several time, read it till i understand about the story, then send the translation and the summary to my brother, so he can check it. have to survive~~ survive~~ survive~~ huhuhuhu.. 3 days more.. holiday is over.. back to daily routine.. have to study harder and more concentrate with the lessons.. *lil sigh* but have to be ENERGETIC!! cyat!!

 

 [BE HAPPY! BE ENERGETIC! BE YOU!]

 

Currently listening to: Mocca - What If
Currently feeling: optimistic
Posted by r4kun at 08:23 AM | give me five!

March 12th, 2005

*{o_O}*

ukh! my ipod.. huhuhu.. when i was getting down from my car, my ipod was fell down!! oh no!! so sad~~ luckily, the ipod is ok, just the case become dirt.. whereas, yesterday i just cleaned it up! have to clean it again soon.. otherwise.. it will become dirty n dirty n more dirty.. huahauhua.. wuah.. 1 more day.. it's Monday again.. unexpected.. 4 days of holiday had just passed away.. the time flows as fast as d wind.. d water.. likewise our ages.. hour by hour.. day by day.. we become older.. as old as now..  as many responsibility that we have.. many things to think and to do for the future.. btw.. yesterday the sky was so beautifull.. full of STARS~~~ love it so much.. hope my life will full of the brightnes stars..

STAR'S SPIRIT!! ^^v

Currently listening to: MaliQ feat D`essential - Terdiam
Currently feeling: tired
Posted by r4kun at 09:37 AM | give me five!

March 13th, 2005

SPIRIT! SPIRIT!

tommorow~ time to back to school!! harus semangat!!! for everyone!! be energetic yach!!! SMILE!!! do the best!!
Currently listening to: gabrielle - sunshine in my window
Currently feeling: energetic
Posted by r4kun at 09:51 AM | 1 toss..

March 14th, 2005

I'm dissapointed!!

huhuhu... for today, i got so many prob with my hand, tadi waktu mo staples box cake Ms. Chendra's kena stapples n bledin` skrg kena super glue.. bener2 dhe.. hari ini ngerasa sedikit sedih nih.. x_x mixed banget, dari seneng-sebel-sedih sampai kecewa sama diri sendiri. senangna hari ini, karena hari ini kita bikin surprise buat B` Chendra yang kemaren ultah, kita makan cake dhe.. tapi karena 2nd rest ada makan2 itu, tugasku lupa di print.. T_T pengen banget nangis hari ini, tadi twinnie cerita ttg nilai mid semester yang dy dapet, klo dipikir2 selama ini kayana i didn't do my best.. kecewa _ _".. mestina nilai2 aku tuh bisa lebih baik lagi!! sebel!!! sedih!! kecewa!!! selama ini terlalu banyak main, walaupun kali ini mid Geo dapet 8, lumayan puas, tapi GAK PUAS sama sekali!!! semestina bsia 9!! klo aku lebih rajin pasti bisa!!! sebel! sebel! sebel!! kesel banget sama diri sendiri!! kenapa ga bisa discipline? nilai aku skrg kayana rada turun... walau banyak temen yang nilai-na juga turun, tapi klo terobsesi sama nilai yang turun, kapan maju-na? sedih banget... liat nilai temen yang naik tinggi, menjulang tinggi, rank yang di bawah aku, nilaina kinclong2, aku cuman 8? citizen cuman 7.6, GAK PUAS!! bener2 gak puas!! pengen banget flash back dan ngelakonin lagi yang lebih baik, tapi skrg bukan waktu buat nyesel... tapi sedih... skrg udah mulai konsen lagi buat belajar, keburu ga ya? buat naikin nilai? HARUS!!! HARUS!! HARUS!!! harus belajar.. feel really2 sad.. very sad.. very2 sad..  now it's the time to see the future.. yang udah lewat biarin lewat!! supaya jadi experience!!!! *teriak dari diri sendiri* ayo!!! pasti bisa!! pasti bisa!! harus tegar!!!!! HARUS!! HARUSS!! HARUSS!!!

 SURVIVE!!

NEVER2 GIVE UP!! IT WILL WORK OUT!!

Currently listening to: gabrielle - sunshine in my window
Currently feeling: up and down~
Posted by r4kun at 12:05 PM | 2 toss..

March 15th, 2005

I'm BACK~

yo~yo~ after down for a while.. now.. I am BacK~~ HoHoHo... have to be more energetic, try to relax.. but SEMANGAT!!! hahaha.. now I'm listening to Mocca-what if, really like the music, "come on baby try harder~~come on baby try harder~~" hoho.. gak boleh stop ampe disini and down terus, harus tetep berjuang, klo stop terus, nilai bakal lebih turun.. hari ini udah dibagiin beberapa mid-test, rata2 7, walaupun ga puas, tapi ada yang bikin seneng hari ini, akhir-na mid-test fisika g, ga sia2, akhirna grafik fisika g yang pertama menurun, skrg naik.. the last test = 6,2. and now.. 8.3.. proud enough wif my self.. although.. tetep aje ga puas, hauhauha.. now.. we allready finished our materials at grade 9, time to review the materials from grade 7 and 8.. and worstly, I forgot, where did i put all the books, wuah..cao kao~~ i believe that i put at the warehouse.. but i lazy enough to search it, hehehe.. so lazy.. but i have~~ hope tommorrow we will get a better n brighter day.. (not hot!!) SMILE~~
Currently listening to: Mocca - What If
Currently feeling: back from down~
Posted by r4kun at 01:56 PM | give me five!

March 16th, 2005

me against the world!!

HoHoHoHo.. me against the world? or it supposed to be "me against the mark?" heuheuehe... feel better n better now, this morning, lil bit shocked with my Math mark, from Mrs. Maria's lessons, wuah..wuah..  we have to rewrite, 5 times for each number which are wrong, weleh.. can u imagine? it killing us, but i want to say thanks a lot to her, cause she cares with us, she wants us to be a better student and realized our bad habbit, lazy stuf etc,etc.. so we can pass the national exams, thanks a lot don't want feel down anymore.. have to be optimistic, everyday, we have mixed probs, mixed feeling, sometimes we r on the high and sometimes we r on unhappy situation.. don't be bloom for everyone who have prob ritenow.. dont just stuck at the sux situation, dare to move and try to make it better... see the future, and think that the prob is our new experience..so we will have a better life

 go~go~smile as bright as u can!! ganbatte-ne v^^v

show to the world, that u can do it!!! *CYAT!!*

Currently listening to: Mocca-Me against the world
Currently feeling: optimistic
Posted by r4kun at 10:31 AM | 2 toss..

March 20th, 2005

Smile Spirit \(o^^o)/

woah.. almost Monday again, a lot stuffs to do are waiting infront of us.. have to do with all happiness.. smile whereever u now~ smile spirit to do everything.. try to enjoy it.. and everything will be fun~ smile everybody

 
\(Smile^^ as^^ BRIGHT^^ as^^ you^^ CAN!!)/

Currently listening to: Emilia-Big Big World
Currently feeling: relaxed
Posted by r4kun at 06:51 AM | give me five!

March 25th, 2005

:)

just dropin` by to SMILE.. hohoho.. wuah.. Easter to come.. m.. 2 days ago, at school, before we had jalan salib.. we had watched Passion of the Christ, huhuhu... 4 times i watched and 4 times i cried.. OMG~~ *gelenk2 kepala* duno why~~ and today i watched Tablo at Church.. hehe..  while Jesus was hit by the servant, the sounds was so KENCUANG~~ me and Wen, reflect "SHOUT" hahaha.. gelo juga.. tapi seru~~ yesterday.. we met Wen's X at Church, walah2~~ she said that, he was wearing the same clothes while they had date before, dasar ga modal! this morning i met so many old friend.. then... let see.. who will i meet for tommorow? btw.. Heps Easter everybody~ GBU always
Currently listening to: Ten 2 Five - I do
Currently reading: DeaLova
Currently feeling: relaxed
Posted by r4kun at 03:23 PM | give me five!

March 26th, 2005

Happy Happy Day~~

duno why.. today i feel very happy~ happy~ happy~ happy~ syalalalala.. I'm on the high spirit!! cyat! cyat!! smile everybody!! hahaha.. since yesterday maybe.. or.. kayana tiap ari oguD juga happy2 aje dhe.. hueheuhe.. don't worry be happy!! love ~ smile ~ n ~ peace !! KEEP UP THE SPIRIT!! CYAT!! V(^^)V

 

(Hoshi-san ; +++++^^+++++) 

Currently listening to: Mocca-Me against the world
Currently reading: DeaLova
Currently feeling: cheerful
Posted by r4kun at 03:38 PM | give me five!

March 30th, 2005

walauweh...

so tired.. now i have some black circled on my eyes.. wah..wah..beneran jadi panda neh.. kacau dha! have to adjust soon, klo ga bener2 jadi Racoon dhe.. wuah.. National Exam dimajuin pemerintah.. and it means.. everything will be faster, 2 weeks more, we'll have final exam.. and the materials are from grade 7,8 and 9. have to survive!! ganbatte everyone!! spirit!
Currently listening to: Mocca - What If
Currently feeling: optimistic
Posted by r4kun at 10:49 AM | give me five!