Hidup si rakun!^^

whoaaaahhhhh~~~ tommorrow hoh!! the National Practice Exam is coming!!! hope i can do all the best!! wish me luck everyone!! *pray pray pray* hehehe.. duh.. day by day.. I feel that I become fatter n fatter n fatter!! hey hey! tell me how to be thinner without diet? hohoho.. I want to be thin but I still want to eat my fave food :D (yey..maunye... :p) on 9th May, my bro will back~~ horreee horreee.. but it means.. I'll become fatter... oh no!!! heuheue.. wish me luck!! *Energetic!!*

woah.. today we had english presentation rite, so.. for the girls we had to use high heels (fantovel actually) huhu.. my legg = 100% hurt!! I think I'm too masculin too be true..  huahuhaua... damn! >_< my legg lecet2 semua, kulitna kelepas gitu.. lecet dhe!! skrg kakina di band aid semua gitu.. huhuhu.. enakkan pake sneakers kemana2.. bisa loncat2!! bisa nendang orang!! hahaha.. although I still hyper with the high heels, malah bisa tap dance pula.. sakti punya itu :p and for today I named it with "me against high heels" berjuang pake high heels ampe lecet2, neway, two thumbs for Flo, jagile.. she wore very higghhh heels.. ( ?? ) 12 cm i think! tinggi banget, dha gitu yang tube tipis gitu, klo g yang pake.. wah wah.. alamat jatoh kali.. ahahha.. tadi waktu presentasi aja.. hampir mo jatok gitu, padahal cuman berdiri doank.. cuman lagi mereng2in badan sih.. hihi :D tetep aje.. parah bener!! oh yeah.. today I supposed to go home at 1.30, but suddenly I went to Helen's house with Tia, to practice our music exam.. but... after we've arrived at Helen's house. guess~~ what did we do? yeah.. first we still discipline, we sang the song twice.. then we stopped practicing. we went to the couch and ... tara.. start gossip~gossip~ hauhauahua.. we talked for 2 hours maybe.. ckckckck.. then.. we moved from the living room to Onx's (Helen-Heidi <~ they are twins) started to talk again.. n soon we went back to school.. woah.. feel so excited~ tommorrow.. science and music exam! all the best~ all the best~~ I'll try my best!! wish me luck! hohoho.. btw.. nooooo!!! now me become fatter n fatter n fatter (tiap ari juga ngeluh gendutan) hehehe.. gimana nih cara biar kurus? haya.. i care lar... :p yang penting study dulu~~ lulus dulu, nanti baru mikir kurusin gimana lah yah~~ ok ok ok! hohoho.. bubye~~~

oh no!! hari ini prac science kacau bgt!! Fisika sih ga susah2 bgt, tapi itu Biologi.. bener2 dhe parah bener! dha td waktu lagi ngatur diafragma mikroskopna pake acara copot lagi _ _" dha gitu waktu epitel pipi,guruna bilang ga ada (!!!) ada tau bu!!! haiz!! tiap kali epitel pipi pasti pipi g langsung nyut2an.. bener2 dhe.. x_X apa ogud yang keganasan? hauhau.. ga lah yah~~ lembut gini (jijay!) huahauhua..btw for today... waktu prac music, so far = fun!! tp waktu td eke nyanyi~ as ussual.. had some prob with e sound syst... always n always.. td micna kecil bgt suarana.. ampe ganti 3x.. (freaky mic!) btw waktu giliran grup Benny, kan pada disorakin,terakhirna waktu lagi nyanyi This Love, g ditarik2, huhuhu.. keseret~~ tapi akhirna kita nyanyi bareng n gila2 bareng gitu.. btw Benny ini partner waktu nge-MC last C-mas parte..sih gelo~~ tapi suara sih Benny, sumpeh dhe!! bagus bgt!! kapan2 kita nyanyi bareng lagi yah~~ m.. back to exam period.. wah!! besok prac compie n mandarin.. hoping hoping.. dapet yang gampang compie na.. tp drpd hope dpt yang gampang, tau2na dpt susah, yang gampangna kita belajar aja dhe yah~~ buka2, baca2, iseng2, bikin program.. hauahuahu.. mandarin?? belon bikin karangan~~ _ _" harus bikin express!! wah.. study time~~ eat choco first agh.. hohoho.. ^^

today i woke up very very late.. i slept for 12 hours, from 1.30am - 1.30 pm, hoho.. maybe coz me to tired.. last nite went to EX from 9-11.30 o'clock then just went home at 1.30 after chit chat for a while with c Olip,Xa n Wen. hm.. nothing special today~ just cycled for a while before watched Full House. now everybody was freakin` out with that movie, Korean Movie, this movie is so funny~ can't stop watching that movie.. btw yesterday I went to Gitta's house.. whoa~ Gitta carried me and she drove dangeresly~ nyetir ga liat spion kiri kanan, yang penting depan doank _ _" haya~ luckily I'm safe~ ahhaha.. tomorrow is the last Prac Exam day~ It will be sport and Bahasa.. wish me luck~ I hope i can run faster than last time~ so I can get a better mark~ *pray hard* hohoho.. have to study n more discipline. can't wait till my bro back to jkt~ smile! smile! smile!

woah.. I've just finished eating ma dinner.. nyum2.. now drinking passionfruit juice.. made by mommy~~ very fuulll..  btw me want to write some reflection for today~
me.. recently become so crappy~ become so childish~ become a bad friend~ become so arrogant! very bad tempered! easy to cry, too sensitive.. extravagance behaviour..and its killing me! feel so damn! its really not me!
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for today.. i started my day with unhealty way.. have some prob with my "maag" and it made everything bad~ for the sport exam today.. I cried 2 times.. very2 "cengeng!" first it bcoz I ran slower than before.. and second, I just goal-in satu bola! dari 5 cuman masuk 1!! uh! ~~~~ ih~~ kesel!! why I cant do as good as if I was practice! why? why? why? I ran 17 sec before.. and for the test, I got 18.53, amlost 19!! uh!! *tendanQ2!* sebel!! and for the volly it was the same!! grr...
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me want back!!!! back from down!!! back!!! become a hyper girl again.. more optimistic~ more discipline!!! more dilligent!! and more uncare!! cuek! cuek! cuek!! ah!! me want to watch movie first agh.. latter.. study math and physic!! back! back! back! back! back!!!!! ah!!!!!!

 

hehe..mo ngeblog lage.. :D dhu betis g kenceng banget skrg!!! dhu sakit!! gara2 td cycling kali yeh.. btw dhu skrg lagi makan OREO.. nyumy~~ gendutan dhe.. *nyu~nyu* btw I've just transfered my pic from hp.. I'll upload it agh.. Ajes the photollic ~~ gile.. hp g foto dy semua ada kale.. skali ktemu ada hp dkk.. pasti poto2 huahaua.. kaya dulu waktu ultah di PS, di Chater BoK waktu lunch aja photo2.. abis itu.. naik turun naik turun.. cari tempat poto2.. waktu sih April ultah.. bis poto 29 pose, masih bisa poto pake hp lagi waktu lunch~ ckckckckck.. she is sooo photohollic... tapi gitu dhe.. kan selalu mendokumentasikan apa yang terjadi.. skrg aja g lagi nyari handycam yang mini jadi waktu lagi jalan2.. handy+cam nyo itu bisa g tenteng2 dha gitu g record2.. huahua.. latihan bikin film sekalian kali yeh.. tapi seru juga kali yah klo bisa bikin film sendiri.. bout friendship~ hohohoho!! FRIENDS FOREVER!!

TOMODACHI ne...

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haya.. pimple pimple on my face.. why are u so annoying hah? tell me guys.. how to destroy this pimples hoh? Mr. Hadi keeps calling me "ms. Pimple" if he saw me~ I think I don't feel any changing after I use Kanebo, Boneka kali yeh.. enway.. mid K has just cut her hair.. n now she looks cuter...  = gemes dhe.. = *cubit2 cc* hm..hm.. 2 days more.. 2 days!! k Kar pulang kampoenQ~~ lalalala.. hip hip hurray!! rumah jadi rame lagi dhe.. berantem tiap hari!! Exercise together.. kurusin badan~~ hohoho.. :D oh yeah... 4 days more udah PRA UN~ study! study! study! but... me so lazy.. very very lazy.. not in the study mood!! help me! pray for me.. massage me.. so i have more energy to study :p *maunya..* hahaha..

  + + w i s h l i s t + +

* can pass the exam with a good mark
* pimples = gone
* taller
* thinner
* more energetic!!

 = A M E N ! = 

oh yah.. these are some pic of ma neighbour..  "neighbourhoodd~  ROX!"

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me = eating bread toast.. bis panggang roti.. pake tuna, n cheesee... woah.. fatty bgt ~~ tapi enak.. nyummy :9 *bikin ngiler* :p dhu SARIAWAN~ sih c Inez sakti bgt yah, waktu di bus, on the way balik, sih cc cerita "dy lagi sariawan" eh.. tiba2~ kok di deket taring g sakit yah? "tidakk!!!" Ferna: "c, dhu kok dd tiba2 ada sariawan ada di sini? atid~" c Inez "loh, cc juga sakit di sana" oh no... transfer na cepet bgt~ skrg klo lagi makan perih dhe.. _ _" deket gigi taring pula~~ huhuhu.. eh skrg sih k kar dha di plane~ tomorrow 1 o'clock~ ketemu kk dhe!! horeeee~~~ hip hip~~ hurray~~ hehehee.. neway.. what i supposed to do now? very lazy to study~ dhu!! tapi harus~ tapi males~ harus! harus! harus! harus males? gile kali! FERNA!!! harus rajin!!! ayo rajin! discipline! discipline!!

= s t a r * s p i r i t = 

dho! very lazy!!! males banget sih!!! harus coret kata MALES nih! = MALES = haiz.. gpn ya yang bagus? udah selesai makan~ nothing to fill with bilbod.. mo bikin hanger2 gitu pake frencong~ tapi males.. dhu! hari ini males bgt yah~ lazy~lazy~lazy~ diapain nih supaya ga males? main gitar? lumayan pengen~ tapi males juga~ bener2 dhe.. hopeless banget nih nasib anak males!! inget satu promise sama *hoshi*-kun

we have to be DISCIPLINE!!! 

~ d i s c i p l i n e ~ d i s c i p l i n e ~ d i s c i p l i n e ~ d i s c i p l i n e ~ d i s c i p l i n  e ~ 

hohohoho!!! noww my bro is BACK!! feel very very very happY!! btw.. today i started my day on the wrong way.. yeah~ i woke up at 3.30.. gile~ masih subuh~ bangun lebih pagi dari pembokat, SAKTI juga gw :p hauhaua..  jadi-na teler.. dhe.. pagi2 buta, keramas lagi.. bis keramas.. ussual, i supposed to go to school at 6 o'clock, tapi g dha siap since 5.30. cant u imagine? _ _" bis selesai, turun di living room, teler dhe gw.. denger ipod sambil bobo lagi di kursi.. hauahua.. today, GEO = BORED! dhu ga niat bgt sama GEO~~ T_T why? but i used to love geo kok.. huehee.. have to study n more discipline~ yeah me rite~ hm..hm.. back to "bro back" topic~ hehehee.. jagile.. sih kk.. bawaanna buanyak sekale..menurut feeling gw, dengan baju dy yang ada n jacket n ascecorries n soo oonn.. dy bisa buka BOUTIQUE dhe.. bisna buanyak sekale~~ tapi gpp dhe.. the most important thing is I got the souvenierrr~~ heuheue.. kk!! sankyu! sankyu! love you so much! much! much! *hugggzzz* hihi :D oh iyeh.. for mid K hope u gonna b ok~ and won't be TBC bcoz of ur teacher's hair smeellee smmellee~ GOOD LUCK for everyone!! let us SURVIVE!!! GBU alL~

OMG!! I'm Stressed out !! today the exam was SUCKS! (sorry, i write some harsh word) can't u imagine, for the MATH, from 40 Qs, I just could answer 7 it's so freak me out! everybody who had just finished the test with "shoot right n left n cheat n other stuff", out from the class with "madesu"look~ different from citizen, I'm not so freak out although I weren't study correctly. yesterday.. i fell asleep and at 3.30 am (as ussual) me woke up and read for awhile~ feel very very tired for today~ one thi\ng that i want is SLEEP but i know.. I CANT!! tomorrow I'll have Science (Biology n Physic) and Bahasa exam~ the materials are from grade 7 till 9 _ _" huhuhu... aaagggggggggghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! want to shout loudly!!! BETE BETE BETE BETE BETE!!!! [>_<] walauuuweee~~ I always try to like Math.. but duno why~ i cant!! keep trying to like it~ math of rox!! *maksa* T_T" the test was.. 3x harder!! than the exercises!! for Helen~ Fer: "Hel, can i borrow ur brain?" oh yeah~ n today the teacher told us too bout the mark. Helen got 100, -perffectto- although she said that she was "stressed" but she could get perfect mark, not like me! my brain just half from her~ i got 5!! = d a m n ! = iihh.. tuh otak dari apa seh? dari Baja? gile bener~ luckily Tia got 5,25.. so me feel not to dissapointed. hehehe.. rank 2 ga jauh2 nilaina dari gw, klo dy dpt bagus sih~~ nangis bombay gw! sih Flo dpt 6,... Lynn got 7, congrats gurl~ gile g berlima saingan gitu nilaina~ rank 1 - 5 = rival! tp g ga peduli2 bgt sama rank sih.. klo dpt bagus ya udah~ klo ga ya udah~ sih Flo niat bgt belajar~ bisa gile gw, maren Math aja g ga pegang!! oh yeah!~ other story for today~

mwahahahhahahaah~~~ hari ini ada RAZIAH sakti punya itu! luckily~ today i didn't bring any important stuff, i deposited my hp with Ms. Herlina n i didn't bring my i-pod... kalau!! i-pod g ampe kesita~ bisa mati gw T_T nangis 7 hari 8 malam~ hauahua.. huhuhu.. *berubah drastis* jadi inget waktu hp g disita.. hm hm.. *nyum nyum* gara2 Sr. Hendri tuh~ mantap punya tuh guru, hp g ga dideposit, jatok dari kotak pensil (hebat sih.. hp masa seludup di kotak pensil) hauhau.. ¬¬ biase jg ga ketauan, cuman waktu APRIL FOOLS ( 1 April 2005 ) terjadi kesialan sosial.. hauhauha ~ unfortunatily, hp jatok lalu.. yaQ! Sr. " Ferna, apa itu yang jatok? HP yah?".. Ferna "*tampang polos* agh.. enggak kok pak, tip ex* Xp dudut agh~ but i dun care too much with that hp *wave wave* the important thing is i got the sim card!! hauhauahua.. my lopely sim card.. *mwah mwah* (jijay!)

 NOW!! me have to STUDY!! pray for me yah!! good luck good luck for who are having their exam too... (n.b : mid k!! be patient yah~GBU!) love u all! ^^v 

 

wuah.. me very tired todae~ >_< hauhaua.. sumpeh dhe hari ini g tias ga niat bgt, dari bahasa, bio ampe physic, GA ADA NIAT!! mampus dhe.. _ _" *swt* hauhauahua.. td waktu bahasa.. boro2 dha baca soal, liat satu kata, liat multiple choice langsung JEBRET! biasa sakti punya ~ hahhaa.... gila gila!! harus bener2 dhe.. harus niat belajar n niat ngerjain, belajar sih g niat, tapi klo waktu ngerjain = ga ada niat booo... hauahua.. *harus berubah* yeah I will.. I'll start to study again~ = me hope so = :D oh iya.. m.. I'll write something bout " sometimes innocent = devil " this will be the next topic.. coz now me have to take a bath n study for sure.. tomorrow will be the last pra-UN so.. have to study correctly, won't get a bad mark~ too many materials too study~ harus ngibrit~ doakan saya ya teman2! hauhau.. doakan saya ya! saya pasti bisa! =Takeshi's Castle :p= 

woah.. hari ini selesai pra-na! *loncat2* happy sekale.. hauhua.. akhirna bebas juga.. but.. me haven't finished yet. belon merdeka 100%. karena ini baru PRA. 10 days more.. baru dhe, the real UAS. n.. June 6^t_h baru National Exam. bakal nentuin SMU atau gak~~ feel lil worried.. oh yah, btw, hari ini = FREAKY!! gile dhe.. hari ini kan exam social + english. dan social dibagi jadi 3, econ,geo,history. bayangin.. ga ada satupun ulangan yang g sentuh materialsna kemaren. maren bener2 ga napsu dhe.. waktu lagi mandi.. mikir "bahan-na darimana aja yah?" <-- wah niat belajar nih.. tapi setelah mandi.. dhu gak tau, mo belajar dari mane coba. akhirna.. _ _" hehehe.. kk dateng ke kamar dha gitu g main gitar dah gitu nyanyi2, akhirna sih kk juga nyanyi2.. dan... nyanyi terus lah kita.. ngamen! hahaha... abis gitu kira2 jam 9an, mom ephoned, she told us to brush our teeth. guees what? what i did, after I had finished brushing ma teeth? me = went back to ma room n.. sat on my lazy chair... n then.. BOBO. wuah..ga belajar sama sekali.. kacau banget!! tapi emang ga niat sih. g cuman paling interest sama econ doank, geo lumayan lah.. tapi tetep aje g ga pegang buku.. hahahaha... sih Tia maren rada warm.. so she slept, naseb kita sama.. waktu tadi pagi nyampe kelas aje.. "belajar ga?" then "KAGA" kayana.. kita emang ga niat sih.. cuman adalah murid2 yang masih niat, kaya sih YN, two thumbs for her.. masih megang buku,tapi paling salut sama Flo, bisna dy kayana ambisius banget buat dpt grade bagus n so on. oh yah.. hari ini td waktu exam english, sih Ezra sakti. sampe kursina di kedepanin gitu.. supaya ga ada yang nyontek.. hahaha.. waktu g lagi menajamkan mata untuk nyontek.. hehehe.. (dun do this, k!) sih Ms. Rinda bilang "Ferna" .. yah~~~sih Ms. ga bisa kompromi yah, lagi mo nyontek nih... hahahaha... tp kayana rata2, kita semua ulangan pada KS gitu dhe.. ga ada yang BERSIH. td waktu bis dikumpul, g sempet nyocok2in gitu sama jawaban sih Ezra, Ms. bilang "emang jawaban Ezra udah bener semua?" ya Ms. walaupun ga betul semua.. so far nyocokin doank ok lah.. so.. dr 80 soal, g beda 13 jawaban sama sih Ezra, sama Tia klo ga salah 17. klo Tia - Ezra = 18. klo Flo - Ezra = 17. dhu!! moga2 bisa dapet bagus dhe.. oh iya.. hari ini dibagiin exam Bahasana.. waktu sih ibu dateng, sih ibu bilang "rata2 nilai kalian semua turun" (what the..) "yang menurun itu nilai anak2 yang kumpul cepet2" dhu.. jantung g hampir copot! gmana kaga.. waktu sih Ibu masuk (waktu test) karena dha selesai g kan bobo, capee... ngantuk.. dha gitu g ngumpul ke-2 paling cepet. klo nilai g turun lagi gimana? bisa matii ogud! yang pertama dapet 6.13 klo ga salah, klo turun lagi.. gimana? ibu pake acara bilang "ada yang turun sampe 1.5 point lagi" *ferna ngitung, 6.13-1.5=5,...* wat? huhuhu.. madesu dhe langsung.. but LUCKILY!
i got 7.7! *nyengir kuda* dhu senangna.. tapi buat pra ke-2 ini... me = GA PUAS. bukan karena nilai yang didapet (blun tau semua nilai juga). tp karena.. me.. did it unhonestly. me KS a lot..mana bisa puas? kayana sanking banyak ngelirik kiri-kanan, mata gw sampe sakit!! >_< sekarang harus belajar yang bener nih.. tinggal 10 hari lagi.. g ga mo, klo misalna g nyontek, ketauan.. ga lulus sia2 gw.. konyol bgt! me have to do with all my power! have to be more confident, discipline <-- for sure.. coz me too lazy too be true and too undiscpline. keep play n play.. haya.. have to change yah! dhu.. masih mo cerita ttg topic yang g tulis maren.. cuman mata g dha mulai capee.. *nyunyu..* me will write soon bout it.. pengen tulis jadi memoir sendiri~ = jangan tertipu karena bungkusnya =

what i want :
* do e next test wif my own power n no cheat! > _ <

whoa~~~ today hoh, ujanna DERAS sekaleee... can't go to anywhere~ _ _" me supposed to do ma homework n study n so on.. but me too lazy too be true. hauhauhau... (I'll do it latter!m.. maybe :D) hoping that the rain will stop soon. me want to = r e f r e s h i n = mo nonton JANJI JONI~!
*nyu.. nyu...* ~ belajar ~ belajar ~ belajar ~ 10 hari lagi ~ belajar ~ belajar ~ belajar ~ *merana* ah.. duno what i have to write *shoutt!* okay then..

                                  *poof*

*prayin`: me can be more dilligent. not too lazy* 

 

hohoho.. long time no update ma tabuey.. miss em` *huggz* <-- huggz pc? no lar yeah.. am not kindat weirdo hoh~ walauweee...this Monday we gonna have the final exam from school... lazy enough to study.. first on my mind. let's cheat! hahaha.. don't do that. me have to study probably.. cheat is not the right way... furthermore.. if the teacher know that u r cheat.. u may not graduate.. ooo.. so scary~ I'll expeled by my fam i think if me not graduate.. neway.. on this Monday. we gonna have religion n science exam pray for me!! i hope that i can concentrate with all the materials.. study well n do it well.. read the question carefully~ then answer it correctly~ won't embarase my self.. with "red" ink on my report~ duno what i have to write.. just feel tired for now.. me want to sleep earlier so tommorrow i can wake up earlier too.. hehehe.. good luck for you all too ! GBU alL~

       * * G O O D ~ L U C K ~ A L L ! * * 

oh yeah~ iseng agh~ me want to update some pic of me n ajes.. she has just sent me the pic~ sankyu jes ^^

* hey, i just realized that.. if i smile.. my eyes become so SIPIT hoh? hohohoho~~ :p 

woah~~ fyuh fyuh.. thx GOD!! me just went back from dinner.. n cycling for a while.. me almost fell down hoh~ gile~ untung aje, waktu jatok dari speda langsung loncat. klo ga kan.. ga lucu, pulang2 nyak babeh liat "anak gw kenapa? kok scratchs everywhere? lecet kiri lecet kanan?" really2 thx to God.. hehehe.. i won't use ma hp while i'm cycling ler~ hohoho.. now~ I'm playing mic frontpage. iseng2 hehehe.. whereas me supposed to study now. but i'll study latter, after I satisfied play with MFP n hulahup for a while. i'm goin` to study~ for now, me want to change my tabuey layout, but.. i duno how to change it. im not too good wif html n so on, have to wait my bro~ waitin` for his helps~ 

I can't never let you go
I can't never love you more
I will love you all my life
I can't never let you go
I can't never love you more
I've been waiting all my life
To feel this kind of love again 

study~ study~ study~ study~ syalalalala~~

 ~ * + = School ROX! = + * ~

hoy hoy~ me just back~ hohoho.. dhu.. haven't studied yet! damn! _ _" last nite, when i wanted to study... eh malah nonton famous to famous.. Tora Sudiro as the guest sih.. hehehe.. seru! hihihi.. dhu skrg harus bener2 belajar nih, g takut dapet jelek, g juga ga mo nyontek. mo bersih. ORIGINAL g yang kerjain!!! help me guys!! huhuhu.. FERNA HAVE TO STUDY!! STUDY!! STUDY!! good luck for ME!!! n YOU!!! 

hip hip!! OMG~ hari ini science + religion = akhirna.. pass juga~~~ hohoohohoho.. religion bikin binun nih~ masa satu soal g bisa ada 2 jawaban _ _" but i still tried to do my best without cheat~ *proud* hihi.. sih ND ama GB as ussual lah yah~ gile bisa KS, sakti BGT, sih Lynn ngeliatin gitu.. hauhauahu... g lagi ga bisa ngebayangin, nanti klo sih Lynn laporin mereka gimana naseb tuh 2 anak? ga lulus langsung _ _" jangan ampe dhe~ btw.. kemaren g udha stress belajar buat science, maren g takut bgt ampe g ga bisa ngerjain soal hari ini.. maren bisa balik dari niko, g belajar jam 4 dha gitu tidur bentar mulai belajar lagi jam 6 ampe jem 11 dha gitu bobo, jam 3 g bela2in bangun lagi buat belajar, ampe g belajar di office.. soal hari ini ternyata... mirip2 soal latihan gitu.. gile~ 9 dapet kali tuh di tangan~ *AMIN* huahaua.. *sombong sekale* ga lah... tapi sebel, ih g yakin bgt di multiple choicene g pasti salah 2, kurang azar *keki* ga sopan!! *teriak2 ga jelas!* _ _" *sigh* hihihihi... besok libur~~ horee horee.. pengen ke Bandung!! belanja2.. hihi.. tapi blon tentu boleh nih, g harus pegi ke rumah kanma g yang baru pindahan.. suruh kk g aja dhe yang beliin.. hauahuahua.. latter g mo cycling agh~~ n horee!! Jumat ini, g dha bisa mulai tenis~~ syalalalala.. Pak, cepet sembuh yah! *guruna lagi sakit* hihi~ oh yeah anak BBS dha mo nge-prom neh, Karen~ liat gown~ na yaQ! foto2, oh yeah.. temen g di punggung nya ada tatoo gitu, tatoo "wings" hohohoho~ blon liat neh, Jean!! liat donk! *ferna lagi ga penting mode* hauhauhaua.. agh tau agh mo tulis apa! happy~ happy~ but still have to study~~ lalaalala..

hoah.. today is Waisak is it? Happy Waisak buat yang ngerayain yaQ! today i still have to study, whereas today is a holiday~ *manyun* nyu..nyu.. hohohoho~~.. td bisa baca blog karen ama lepon, dhu.. anak BBS udah pada mo graduate.. udah pada bersedih2 ria, mereka udah lulus sih yah, klo g masih ada SMA, so... waktu pisah mungkin ga gitu sedih~ just want to say to them "smile!! smile!! jangan terlalu sedih yah, walau lulus kan tetep kontek2an!!" sih WIlson dha mo cabz ke Oz, berarti mahluk di PIK udah berkurang satu dhe.. huah~~ *lega* hohoho.. jkjkjk, di sini jadi ga ada yang bisa di adu nyolot ama denger lagu jazzy lagi dhe *ada, tapi mungkin g ga tau* huahahau.. 4 hari lagi school exam udah selesai.. but 2 weeks more.. dapet dari goverment! belajar terus dhe.. tapi maren g takut bgt ama science, gak ngerti dhe, tiba2 panik gitu! ga lucu, klo di STTB g ada angka 5 / 6 kali yeh~~ bisa dihajar masaa gw! 10 besar cukup lah yah~ g ga peduli2 bgt sama rank sih, yang penting tujuan g sekarang LULUS! that's it! oh yeah.. buat anak BBS, congrats yah! GBU all weherever you all.. oh yeah.. mo tulis2 dikit agh tentang kejadian maren, gokil b g t s k l dhe uah~ hauhaua.. maren bis makan, dha gitu kan as ussual nge tem di kamar kk tercuinta.. g lagi denger ipod gitu, disuruh ambil speaker dha gitu .. dhu dhu dhu! harus cabut *SWT* me write it soon.. hehehe.. *excited*

me, back! hohoho.. wuah~ just went back home.. fill full~ and now.. pnple is infront of me.. *iler* hauhauhau.. makan terus~ biar subur dha! _ _" hihi.. kk lagi di Bandung skrg.. mao mao mao! andai besok g ga exam, udah dsono, milih2 barang kali gw! but nvm lah yah~ bersusah2 dahulu baru bersenang2, is it ? yeah, you rite! (jawab sendiri) *aneh* gpp dhe.. *ga penting* dhu~ >_< gelo agh! ok ok, back again to the first topic! "psycho siblings" hihi.. maren malem, bis mo denger ipod eh malah nyetel lagu dari pc sih kk, joget2 gitu~ kacau dhe~ spank kiri spank kanan! hauhauhau.. *gelo* berantem tapi pake acara joget2, jadi sambil joget sambil pukul! hahaha.. kita emang sakti punya~dhu.. g lagi gila ama lagu "tak ingin" denger lagu ini terus.. @_@ g suka gitarna! suka bgt~ tapi karena g ga peka ama cari nada2, terpaksa g harus tanya ama sih Mr. Prana, gile tuh anak sakti bgt, waktu g kasih lagu It's over now, dy cuman denger sekale, dha gitu langsung main~.. *swt* bener2, dhe.. *applaus* buat dy, pada ampe nganga nganga gitu~ Pran, bagi dikit kek talent elu, tapi no wonder sih, dy bener2 talented banget di bidang musik, biola aja dy belajar ndiri, gitar juga, piano ada les, but he is so jazzzyyy.. we do love jazz.. so i think thats way our band change our genre to jazz~ i really satisfied! huahuahua.. *nyanyi2 sendiri* love this song so much~ and for my gbt, bye bye!! *grin* just want let my feeling flows naturally~ STUDY!

tara.. OMG~ today, citizen n sport exam were so sucks! >_< soal2 citizen beda gitu ama latihan, dha gitu essayna ada 2 nomor yang g ga bisa _ _" dhu~~ stressss... OR seh so far so good lah.. cuman di catatan pake bahasa indo, kok tiba2 ulangan bahasa inggris yah? *lirik tajam2 P` Agus* P! P! gimana seh? bikin binun aje~ *injeQ2* <-- boneka fudu~ huahuahua.. ga lah~ besok SOCIAL? OMG!! *freakin` out!* klo dha denger social, udah dhe, g dha ga niat, disuruh bikin essay buat chinese lagi, g lom bikin lagi, masa g begadang hari ini? ihhh.. ga seru be ge te~ ogah dhe! ferna.. nyontek aja! STOP IT! dasar suara IBLIS! _ _" hauhauahua.. harus ngerjain dengan bersih mengkilat buatan sendiri, tapi tadi g ada nyocokin jawaban seh.. diem2.. hehehehe2... doakan saya yah!!  moga2 aja besok lancar2 aja.. so 2 days more.. it will be my independence day (short one) yah.. merdeka bentar gpp lah~ 2 weeks more.. will see loh~ hauhauha.. oh iye, nanti liburan gpn yah? klo g ga jadi ke Sg, g pengen part time neh.. hey hey~ klo ada yang punya lowongan kerja, mao donk!! di McD kek, di mana.. hauhauahua.. daripada g di rumah, ga betaaahhhh!!! helep helep yeh! pray for me, guys! :D

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tara.. hippy hippy ye~ hihihi.. today social exam is OVER~~~ *shout!* kya~ kya~ huahauha.. feel so HAPPY~ Happy sangat dhe, gimana kaga, social exam has just passed and it means no more history,geography and econ.. btw kok econ hari ini rada susah yah? g malah ngerasa history secipil upil, pdhal biasa g paling pakar econ ama history *binun* hm.. but for now.. its better for me to not be a big mouth.. later will see.. the result, ntar klo g dapet score 8 / 9 g baru jingkrak2 dha gitu g treat kk g.. huahauhua... hari ini chinese.. hm~ so far so good lah yah~ bikin karangan hari ini, gara2 30 menit pertama g dha selese, g jadi nganggur di kelas 1.30 jam~ *damn!* gara2 g ga ada kerjaan, g malah liat soal anak2 laen (bis, ujian hari ini ada yang ujian cookin`, electro ama chinese) g liat soal anak2 masak, eh sih B` Rita masuk, dha gitu g lagi ngomong ama sih Marcel.. alhasil g didamprat "Ferna, kamu mau di depan atau di dalam? kalau mau ngobrol di luar, waktu ulangan ga boleh ngomong, dapat 0 kamu!" dhu~~ maap kan daku bu.. tak maksud.. bis bored~~ btw, unexpected think has just happened. gile, sih NN (disamarkan nama) ketauan nyontek.. n katana, she will get 0 for the test.. *puter otak* and later, i just realized that, if she got 0 for her test.. it means, she wouldn't be graduate.. sih PT (nama samaran) dy blon kasih jawaban juga ktana bakal dapet 0, aih aih~ amit2.. g udah pernah ngerasa tuh gimana rasana dapet 0, waktu mid test lagi. siakek! bio g dapet 0, padahal klo g ga jadi bandar jawaban g bisa dapet 8, ohhh.. *mimpi buruk* bener2 dhe.. tapi g ampe skrg kayana ga kapok2 dhe kasih jawaban ke orang, ,huahauhua. gimana donk, reflect seh :p oh yeah.. besok terakhir!! kya kya *jumpin`2* kompie mo theory apaan? bete bgt dhe~ g di kelas pract aja g ga dengerin... besok jam 10 udah pulang.. hore hore hore... doakan saya ya kawan2, hauhauha.. saya pasti bisa! *harus bisa* oh yeah.. almost forget, everybody take care yah~ jangan ampe sakit.. drink a lot, n do more exercise. eat a lot of fruit, drink vitamin n so on so on.. sip sip *poof*

OMG~~ feel so bored with comp theory, why we have to learn it? *lazy* I'm so lazy to read it, too lazy too read, I swear, what should i do now? just go to sleep? and let me cheat for the test tommorrow? I DON'T WANT! cheat is not a good way.. it just makes us lazy n lazy n more lazy.. what i have to do now? *keep askin`* - dizzy- for today, i get some headache too.. and it makes me more lazy.. i think now I'm currently in a lazy mode~ very lazy~ _ _" oh nooo... i have two options rite now, 1st go to sleep, and wake up lately.. (but I'm to lazy to go down and turn on my compie and study) 2nd, STUDY RITE NOW! hm.. *thinkin`* I think.. i chose the 2nd one, at 10.45 I'll go to study seriously~ or m.. i change my mind, I'll just read it, hehehe.. now i want to browsin` for a while.. lookin` for my friend's potrait, wish me luck n wish you luck btw.. i really2 want to say S A N K Y U to sis Jece, thx for your help~ 

*keep tellin` my self "Go Go Ferna! Tommorrow will be the last day (exam) dun be lazy~ go go go!!*

huahuahuahuaa... ITS OVER NOW!! *hula~hula* huahauhaua... today the pc exam was amazing.. gile, essayna g lupa, g ga bisa 1 nomor gitu, bobot nilaina 10 lagi. OMG > _ < dha gitu bagian mutliple choice ada some juga yang g ga ngerti, pusink makin g pikirin makin banyak jawaban yang muncul *doeenkk* btw.. next week g masih masuk skul.. but we go home earlier than ussual, cuman usseless bgt dhe. dari jam 7.30-13.00 belajar Math, Bahasa, English, selama 1 minggu belajar bgonoan doank~ ihh.. *merinding* mending g d rumah dhe.. haiz haiz.. eh tapi i prefer go to school than stay at home sih.. life will feel so boring if i just stuck at home and nothing to do.. School Rox! hauhauhaua.. will miss my classmate if we already graduate. hm, later, at high school, will Stanley be my classmate again? bisa gila gw *garuk2 pala* dari jun high 1 - 3 sekelas terus.. *teriak* tidak! tidak! tapi ga ada dy sepi sih.. Stan, you should change your attitude if you want graduate, gile lu yeah~ B Cen2 lu gituin * geleng2 pala * klo lu ga graduate gara2 attitude kan ga seru bgt, padahal elu pinter Stan, sih Endy dkk.. juga, kayana pinter2 semua dhe, cuman pada nyante aje yeh.. huhauhaua.. *sama kaya yang ngomong* gyakakakak~ *lambai2* nyantai~ nyantai~ huhauha.. tau ah gelap *poof*

-for Karen, kar!! maap2 yah~ hauhauhau..-

woah.. gile, waktu liburan g bisa nge blog 2 - 3x/ day kale yah.. *geleng2 pala* dhu.. minggu depan masih skul dan cuman belajar 3 macem berulang2 dan bakal belajar 3 macem itu tiap are lagi.. *can't stop thinking with this, can't imagine how bored it would be" oh yeah, tadi ampe rumah waktu lagi MSN, eh di ajak Widz ke MM, akhirna Qta ke MM dhe.. hohohoho.. ampe di MM kita langsung beranjak ke tempat poto bok *potomaniac* (memang sudah direncakan sih dari minggu lalu, cuman baru kesampean skrg, hihi) btw Widz ini temen baeee gw, I used to call her "cc" hihi, dy temen g since play group. whoah~~ tomodachi-nee ^^v oh yeah, tadi kita poto =black n white mode= pertama2 abis poto gitu alatna error, kurang ajer~ tapi gpp dhe, bis yang pertama ada frame, gara2 error kita ganti jadi black n white and it much better black and white then with the frame. duno why, I prefer the I.D style than the Fun one. klo ada frame ga enak, (excapt yang gambar2 ndiri) hihi.. pengen ke Sg, pengen poto2 lage (kurang kerjaan) bis menurut g bahan foto yang di Sg, lebih bagus dari yang di Indo dhe, yang di TA itu.. dhu keplek2, katana sih di Gading ada yang kaya di Sg, cuman g dha ga pernah nyantel ke Gading... *back to the MM trip* abis foto2, g minum Quickly yang peppermint, idih.. sumpeh ga enak bgt~ *in my opinion* too sweet menurut g, waktu g minum, tiba2 throat g kaya ada yang nyangkut gitu _ _" haiz... waktu widz coba juga dy bilang gitu, hauhauahua.. abis dari Quickly kita ngetem di Excelso, ngobrol2.. ktmu Eni (adena Widz) n sodara dy juga. bis itu, g ke Gramed, Mai Choice, Cindy, Kids Station, Bear House buat cari sticker *kurang kerjaan* ama beli sharpener.. g mo beli sticker hp, hehe.. tempel kiri tempel kanan :p bis itu ketemu temenna Widz n kenalan ama mereka.. n they were C Diana n C Yuli.. *shaked hand* ama satu lagi Ade, cuman g ga kenalan ama dy, hehe.. katana sih Ade lom makan, so they decided to go to the food court for hunting lunch. while they were at food court, g ga kut, tapi g ngetem di Mai Choice.. hehehe.. bis itu beli roti, 2 loaf gile g dha kaya mo jualan gitu.. dha gitu ke Bread Talk buat beli roti juga (lagi?) g suka bgt makan roti.. n i prefer bread than rice... *ndut dhe* selama jalan, makan cheese stick ama minum Poka green tea.. *nyumy* I love Poka Green Tea~ hau heK! hihi.. bis itu g masih makan d`crepesss... gile.. bener2 rakus bgt, gentong g lama2 _ _" mo gmana kurus klo makan terus? makana.. liburan itu sangat BERBAHAYA buat seorang Ferna. selesai keliling2 ya sutra.. pulang kampoen~ ampe rumah, buat bakar kalori ya g cycling *as ussual* cycling dha gitu joget2 di rumah.. hauhauahu.. skrg k kar lagi di fareweell parte k Yudi neh, *teriak* "hoy! kk! kok ogud dtinggal seh? pengkhianat!" *manyoen* hihihi.. k Yud will back to Toronto this SUnday *lambai2* hahaha.. selamat sih kk, dha ga ada yang nyelain dy lagi :p oh yeah.. nih ada beberapa poto me n my bro, tampang g lucu bgt! hahahaha.. _ _"

*mid K!! get well soon, hoh!* 

 

tampangkuw aneh sekale.. *_ _"* hihi~ 

haiz.. today i woke up at.. m *thinkin`* approx 9 o'clock. at 10 somethin, went for Math tutor, aih.. keki bgt bgt bgt, hari ini dhe! kan lagi belajar review kelas 2 gitu, tempat tutor g tuh sampingna lagi pancang, haiz.. _ _" ribut bgt, GEDAQ~GEDUQ~GEDAQ~GEDUQ~bikin orang gedeQ dhe! G denger ipod ampe ke ganggu!! _ _" dha gitu, yang g itung jadi ngaco semua gitu!! haizzzz.. g ga bisa konsen!! g ampe KEKI sangat!! g harus ngitung ampe 3 kalie.. cuman beda (-) ga (-) doank!! aih!!! reseQ sangat!!!! tao ga sih itu ganggu orang belajar? plan g buat ngerjain soal2 KBK = GAK JADI! g ga niat! ga mood~ waktu g dijemput, nyokap ampe bilang muka gw merah gmana kaga yah? pala g aje ampe panas!! bener2 dhe~~ haiz.. *elus2* sabar dhe sabar... btw I got ketoprak for lunch.. gile!! pedes bgt, + +" pedes sangat!!! perut g ampe panas.. hauahuahua.. enak juga, cuman g lagi ga mood buat makann, mungkin karena keki tadi, g jadi ga mood bwat makan.. huh! later, lagi nunggu kabar dari k Fredy, mo pegi apa kaga ntuh~ liat aja dhe nanti.. pengen belajar juga, tapi klo inget 1 minggu belajar pelajaran yang sama, bikin g jadi KEKI lage.. *sabar~sabar~sabar~* dhu.. pengen nonton!!! LOVELY LUNA!! pengen bgt, gile.. g lagi cinta film tanah aer neh.. but unfortunately.. g kaga nonton Me VS High Heels neh~~  _ _" I have to watch LOVELY LUNA!! must must must!! harus! *teriak2 kaya orang gila!!* agghhhh!!! udah ga mo keki2 dhe!! bikin g pusing ndiri, it waste lot of my energy.. bisa teler gw ntar.. @_@ mending nyante2 agh~~ gambar2 dulu ah~~ *poof*

Sunday morning rain isn't falling~~ but the sun shine brightly *nyanyi dengan lagu marroon 5* <~ gelo _ _" hahaha.. woah.. hari ini silo sekale.. *silo* panas ["_ _ "] mo pegi2 jadi ga mood gitu.. tapi tetep pengen nonton *ngebet nonton* hehehe.. klo ga hari ini nonton, paling senin, kan sekalian nomat.. *safe my money* hohohohoho~~ for today, i still dun have any plan, what I'm goin` to do.. m.. maybe clean n tidy up my room, mo g bakar semua school's materialsna.. hauhauhau.. *evil laugh* HOHOHOHOHO~~ gak lah.. paling bungkus2 doank, masukin kardus.. next.. we'll see what my mom goin` to do with.. sekarang buku yang bakal gw touchin`2 cuman 3 macem "Math + Bahasa + English" damn! tapi tiba2 g jadi pengen belajar.. heuheuehu.. skrg g mikir terus neh.. pengen bgt kerja, bisna klo ga jadi ke Oz ato Sg, g ga mo just stay at home.. bisa makan terus, bisa ngembang kaya gajah bengkak. skrg kk g aja udah panggil g "ndut" hehehe.. cubit2 lagi... atid tao k! *injeQ~!* dhu.. i dun have any inspiration to write... duno what i have to write and tell... maybe I'll posts again latter...

Happy Sunday alL~ ^^

*poof* 

hohoho.. just went back home and taking bath.. hehe.. baru balik dari Zenbu, m.. lumayan enak makanan-na, tapi masih jauh daripada di Seattle.. dhu pengen ke Seattle!! pengen makan japanese nye.. ama fried ricena enak be ge te be ge te dhe~ hohoho.. btw.. td siang to sore gitu g ke MM, and it was sux! so crowd!! rame pisan! bikin pala nyut2an.. udah tadi siang waktu g bobo gitu, tiba2 dikagetin ama kk gw lagi.. haya.. btw tomorrow is my beloved beloved beloved *enough2* brother's bdae... *claps* hohoho.. blon beliin dy kado _ _" udah nyari tapi kaga ktmu apa yang dy mao neh.. haya~~ haya~~ how come ah.. dha gitu unfortunatily, besok malem we can't have get dinner togehter, coz he has to meet orang frencong, mo ngomong kerjaan.. dhu kk, kasian bgt~ hohoho.. good luck yah kk! have fun everybody~ ^^

first i want to say HAPPY BEFDAY to my beloved brother, Kar! woah~~ today my brother becomes older hoh.. now he is 22 years old, but he still looks young wif his baby face *menghibur* hauhauhau..

neway, today i allready watch lovely luna!! hohaoahoahohaoa.. *proud* the movie is not too bad~ like it so much, i give 8/10 for it.. I watched at MM with YN, hauhauhau.. still wearing uniform, gyakakakak~~ anak sekolah sekale... blon ampe rumah dha langsung cabz, hehehe.. after watched the movie, i bought Bread Talk (again) OMG, I do love bread so much.. (although it makes me fat _ _" m... Bread talk~ bread talk~

 oh yeah.. for dinner, I got A&W, whoa.. long time i haven't eat it yet, my bro bought it to us. makan 1 potong, bis atud ndut.. huhuhu.. mo kurus.. *mao! mao! mao!* tadi sih kk mo pegi nonton lagi, but unfortunately, my mom said that i can't follow my bro to watch again.. tapi terakhirna waktu kk dha selesai tinggal cabz, eh sih mami bilang boleh, kan g blon mande.. mo keramas!! mami mah telat jadi ga bisa nonton lagi dhe.. hohohoho.. mommy afraid if i can't wake up tommorow, whereas i used to sleep lately and wake up normally.. mommy~ why? why? but i couldn't say anything *pasrah* ga boleh ya ga boleh dhe.. hauahuahuaahu.. k kar!!! happy befday!! *bigg hugggzz* from ur cool sis *:p*

 for those who are sick now.. me just want to say "GET WELL SOON!!" mid K~ Karen, n others~ GBU alL~

*poof*

- n a - 

baru pulang skul.. bis makan roti.. *dhu.. ndut* mo kurus! mo kurus! mo kurus! td g makan roti banyak juga.. *bread lovers* ga ngerti dhe, tao gelap! *sigh* dhu.. ngantuk~ ngantuk~ ngantuk~ pengen bobo.. tapi bis makan ga bisa bobo.. nanti tambah gentong.. :O

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tara.. hari ini di skul? 3 subjects all day long.. math, bahasa, english.. for today, math seems better, bahasa too, and i feel more interested in english.. not as lazy as yesterday, hehehe.. today i did the paper seriously.. (not too lazy) klo ada pr harus bikin nih skrg.. today i dun want to sleep too late.. its killing me in the evening~ mo gpn2in, jadi lemes.. capek seh~~ mo exercise bentar agh.. mo flattin peyut.. hihi..

SCHOOL ROX! ~ school's spirit ~

supaya tanggal 6,7,8 g nyante.. btw ih resek bgt bgt bgt, masa waktu graduation, disuruh pake long skirt, long sleeve, ih ga banget dhe.. nanti juga double toga n so on, gpn juga pake long skirt, kaya encim2 *swt* bener2 dhe.. rapi2 juga ga ada yang liat, geblek bener seh.. klo ada acara smua juga ganti baju, ada apa yang mo pake long skirt + long sleeve gitu? panas boooo.. di gym pula~ ga mao! ogah ogah ogah! btw nanti perpisahan gpn nih? ada yang mo naik cruise dari sg, ada yang mo camping, hauhuahua.. moga2 semua bisa ikut dhe acarana.. biar keep in touch~ ada memoir terakhir bersama... cie ileh.. kaya ga bakal ktmu aje, bisna ada yang cabz juga sih.. hm.. all the best for everybody!