Entries for March, 2006

March 5th, 2006

JJF

hoho.. yesterday went to JCC to watch JJF, hoho.. tompi so cool agh.. love his voice. btw, finally i saw k alex. ngeliat doank sih. i saw his face, so familiar, tapi ga berani manggil dhe, sampingna ada cw juga, gw ga tau cw-na itu siapa, gw manggil2 salah orang dikirain kegatelan lagi. hauhaua.. tapi ternyata itu vocalistna, vigo juga ad disana. cuman sayang ga ketemu. than before we'd finished watch maliq, we went back home, coz k chars, teler already.. went back home, ate so much cookies before i slept, bulet bulet dha

today woke up ap appro 9, anter grandma ke rpot, then went to PIM2, pulang dhe.. so lazy to study n so on aghh.. hauhauha..~ 

Posted by r4kun at 11:25 AM | 2 toss..

March 6th, 2006

selalu denganmu

adakah waktu yang tak terbatas. untukku, merasa bahagia
saat2 aku jatuh cinta. saat, kuterbang jauh ke sana
selalu denganmu.. kasihku selamanya
selalu denganmu.. cintaku bersama
 
kaulah matahari dalam hidupku. dan kaulah cahaya bulan di malamku
hadirmu selalu aku tunggu. selalu denganmu kasihku selamanya
selalu denganmu cintaku bersama
 
tahukah kau diriku. tak sanggup hidup bila kau jauh dariku
kuingin, dipelukmu selalu
 
hadirmu selalu akan kutunggu. cintamu selalu akan kurindu
dan tiada lagi batas ruang waktu
 
chorus:
oh Tuhan tetapkan rasa cintaku ini hanya untukmu
selalu setia selama2nya
 
maybe i'm sad when i know that you're not mine anymore. i wonder i could be your happiness, but i realize that it couldn't be happened, coz once again, i know you're not mine. anymore. sometimes, i really want to escape from all the memory i had with you. why your name keep crossing in my mind?. i don't know how to erase it, or i never want to erase it. yah, it sounds so childish, if i try to come out from the reality, but sometimes it's hurt.cried without reason, feel stupid of myself. thx for everything, hope all the best for you, i just want you to be happy
Posted by r4kun at 01:06 PM | 2 toss..

March 14th, 2006

nanana...

huahuahua... just here, droppin` some
 
Hi~
 
*grin* 
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March 15th, 2006

the brand NEW me~

well.. I'm back with my tabuey, hahaz.. I'm back with the brand NEW me.. just try to be a better and better.. this afternoon, i was kinda depressed by some result i've got. and now i'm trying to catch up all the things that i've left behind. some depressed things : i couldn't do the chemz quiz, then i still remember with my Bio hw result, and my physics teacher told me about my test result. he told me that, maybe my result would be below 6. my gosh. i was kinda stressed with all the results. oh yeah, plus today i got my math quiz.. and it's so disappointing! >_< aggghhh!!! but now i realized, i can't just stuck here.. i've to make a move! i've to try to enjoy all the lessons. i should! yeah~ no more stress! just calm down, make a move, slowly tapi PASTI! hoho.. i think, i'll have to more focus with my school. i've to get off from my sadness. and as usuall.. love-smile-peace and i'll NEVER" GIVE UP! I know everything's possible, in His hand i surrender my life~

 JIA YO!!!

let's make a move, everyone!

Bless Ya!~ 

Currently feeling: brand new me~
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March 16th, 2006

:)

yo! tara..tara.. finally i got my physics test result this afternoon, it's so unexpected.. hahaz.. too bad men~ >_< well, still thx God, that i don't get the lowest mark. :D its kinda my own fault, i was postponing to study then when it's too late, i just went to sleep, hahaz.. i haven't been study for a month, and now i've to recieve what i've done before.. yeah~ nevermind, just look forward~ tomorrow i'm gonna have english test, it's easy or nor, but I'm goin` to study. i promise with myself. no more regret in the end. btw, this morning, my teacher told us about "exchange program". she told a lot bout it, it's kinda interesting program, but it's kinda wasting time too.. yah.. i know, behind wasting the time.. or i supposed to say "investing" the time.. coz behind this program, we'll get lots of lesson / experience that you can't find in other. i've told mom, and she seems that she doesn't really agree with it. m.. should i try? bout the requirements, there are 3 reqz wich we have to pass. 1st. make an essay bout general knowledge ( i think in english ) than 2nd. interview and 3rd discusing term about an issue (bout general knowledge too) if i want to follow the program, i've to start reading the whole news in the newspaper.. hm hm.. whereas, usually i just read the entertain / the sports part, hahaz.. *waiting for my camera* i'm charging my camera, coz i supposed to transfer all my pic to my comp, so my bro can bring the cam to china.. yeah, he's leaving tomorrow.. what a lonely day will i have~ *dugg brotha! you should go back soon, dun stay too long at china! btw, dun forget to send me the amoy2 brotha! hahaz*

make a new path.. stop living beyond the memories coz one day you gonna laugh on it. nite all~ Bless ya!

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pic

well.. these are some random pic when i hanged with the gangsta. hahaz~ miss those freaky time.. oh yeah, for the desert, we ate 15 pcs of onde2.. we ate all served onde2, hahaz.. then we were gossip-ing *hmp*.. shopping2.. btw thx for the "sakti"potobox employer.. can u imagine, berenam masuk potobox.. my gosh.. super sempit, dari yang pertama bisa poto keliatan muka2 kita, sampe akhirnya kecapean.. ujung2na gw jongkok + nampangin jari doank.. hahahaz.. sih April mo poto, ketutup rambut Ajes, muka Rossy, tangan Agnes n son on.. kasian dya... hahha.. yo dear, when we gonna hang around again?~

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March 17th, 2006

home alone 1

huhu.. I'm alone now. mom and dad are gathering with the PIKs then, brotha is in the amoy2 country.. he'll stay there till 2nd april. lama aje sih lu k. inget perjanjian kita, klo dapet amoy, tas kk gede, kk bawa 2. satu buat dd satu buat kk. awas ampe lupa : p hahaha.. miss my brotha.. no one could fight with me now.. no more body attack *huahua*

btw, hari ini dibagiin rapot mid. my gosh.. kenapa nilai buat masuk ipa jelek2 smua? *garuk2 pala* pusinggg~~ tapi gw udah tau sih jelek2, hehe.. time to make an improvement. cannot be lazy" anymore lohh. hayah.. still have physics report to do, and lots of tests are waiting next week, chemz, bio, what else? forget, hahaz.. yang penting sih physisc reportna bisa repot klo ga. bis liat2 rapot bayangan-na, dipikir2, apa mending gw masuk ips aja yah? leha" at least 8 di tangan. ini ipa ngos"an, 8 aja udha ketawa (mo ngos"an apa coba, belajar aja jarang) huahua.. well, klo smu 2 kelar n gw cabut sih, gw bakal tetep pilih ipa, gpp dhe, cape" setaun-nan. oh yah.. hari ini i'm a bit emotional, i was shocked when i saw my computer mark, dapet 7? what the.. ternyata itu proposal project, tapi tetep aje, angka 7 termasuk tabu tuh.. gw ampe pusing 7 keliling @_@ i cried 2 times today, not excatly cried, cuman tadi mungkin karena ke bawa emosi, pertama, gw kesel gara2, waktu antara htm, swish ama flash di ganti folder, udah cape2 di ubah semua. jalan-na jadi ga bener, link2na juga ga jalan. ada berapa pages yang dah diganti, tapi hasilna nihil. bener2 ga banget, sampe2 gw ke wc buat melepaskan rasa kesal. huahua.. bener2 ga bagus nih emosi-na, tadi waktu liat nilai 7 di raport gw juga, kinda shock. bis gw pikir itu nilai buat web yang gw bikin, well.. finally i know what is that mark for, and my teacher told me that i can make it up. bikin proposal baru. waktu bikin proposal 2 guru beda2 sih bilangna, well. stop buat nyalain orang dhe~ ga ada bagusnya. harus liat dari diri sendiri juga.

brotha, i sleep in your room yah.. during weekend.. *hehe*, have to make some preparation before the chinese course tomorrow~ nite all. GBU~ 

Currently listening to: Aselin Debison - had to grow up
Currently reading: Hanyu Jiaocheng + report
Currently watching: Final Destination 3
Currently feeling: up-down
Posted by r4kun at 01:47 PM | 2 toss..

March 18th, 2006

weekend

todae, woke up at 8 then i was kinda unconnected when i spoke with mom, hehez.. got cereal for my breakfast then, when i almost finished my breakie, c Yonny was comin`, so we started the lesson. she explains to me bery2 CLEAR. every pages, really intensive. and now, i get a lot of homework to do. my chinese handwriting's so worst, haiz.. have to practice a LOT! mm.. after had the course, went to kelapa gading, shoppin`2, well.. ga jadi pedicure.. _ _" it was too late~ yah, hope tomorrow can can lar.. *hahaz* i'm watching extravaganza now.. huhu, wondering my brotha was here, pasti udah cekakak cekikik bareng2 dan berantem2an hahaz.. dhu.. laporan fisika menanti di depan mata.. *oh no!* still have a lot of stuff to be finished soon.. canot be lazy lerr.. come on! come on! *push myself* huahuahua... ferna jia yo! jia yo! GBU all~
Currently reading: Hanyu Jiaocheng + physics
Currently watching: extravaganza
Currently feeling: lazy lazy.. canot!!!
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March 19th, 2006

foot freezing~

haha.. the v. unimportant title : p *hihi* kakina emang dingin sih bis, langsung kena AC. btw, cukup dengan intro ga penting, haha. hari ini kebangun gara2 lagu di PC gw yang gw tinggal bunyi semaleman, haha. itu kira2 jam 7an, then udah kebangun, coba bobo kaga bisa, akhirna gw hibernate dhe. bis paksa tidur ga tidur2 haha.. bis itu, gw pasang alarm jam 9, kayana few sec sblon alarm gw bunyi, tiba2 gw udah bangun gitu. haha.. bis itu ke gereja bareng c Lia ama c Lim2, udah lama kaga ktmu tuh cc. hahaz. dari gereja ke kelapa gading, makan pizza, gile kenyang banget, untung ada sih Lim2, anak brutal yang tetep kurus kaya pipa. haha.. gw baru makan salad udah mulai kenyang, jadina fetucini gw, dy yang makan, dha gitu dy masih makan bite gitu appetizer-na. haiz. abis semua sama dy. huahua.. cc, kau jagoanku~~ bis itu keliling2 de, barang di fashion hub murah2, senang.. tapi dengan dududnya gw ninggalin dompet gw di mobil _ _" akhirna waktu belanja minjem duit c Lia dulu dhe, sampe mobil baru balikin.. dodol dodol! baru nyampe, ntar maleman mo ke kondangan, tapi gw ga ikut agh. males, lagian masih kenyang. hehe...

dhu, sedihna.. home alone lagi home alone lagi. ntar jumat ini mami cabut, dan kata mami dy mo extand sampe yang rencana hari senini balik jkt, tapi ganti rabu : ( di rumah ga ada kk, mami juga pegi, tinggal sama papa dhe. ntar mami rabu balik, gantian daddy yang kamis pegi. haiz.. untung tgl 2 kk udah balik.. *kesepian* kangen berat sama sih k Kar! : ( kk... kk.. cepet balikkk.. sih kk beli no. dudud sih, ga bisa buat sms, telpon waktu itu berapa menit langsung ko-it. dudud *sambiD kk pake sendal!* dhu.. masih banyak kerjaan, tapi males, tapi harus. huhuhu.. lonely me~

Currently listening to: Aselin Debison - life
Currently reading: Hanyu Jiaocheng + physics
Currently watching: MetroTV
Currently feeling: lonely me~
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March 20th, 2006

H E L P ! S.O.S~

Oh my Gosh~~ stress gw! stress! laporan fisika, ga selese2, gmana nih pembahasan ama conclusion na? so weird! udah guruna super stingy lagi kasih nilai... huhuh.. tomorrow have to be submited lagi... oh no.. last nite, i've tried to finish half of it.. till approx 12am, and it makes me so sleepy today.. i kinda slept during the econ lesson, hahaz.. not really sleeping lar.. just laid my head on the table and closed my eyes approx 10 minutes but it really worth it. btw, i wanna say "thanks" to the one who invent "msn messenger" hahaz.. we transfer the report from one to another.. hahaz.. btw, i tried to call my physics teacher loh tadi.. haha.. seems despreate rite? but i dun want to sleep too late tonight, i've cancelled my chinese course tomorrow coz on wednesday i'll have chemz test, and i dun want fall asleep becoz i'm too tired. aggh!! help! somebody, please help me~ huhuh.. thx a lot to Ken, who wants to help to print my report, huhu.. my poor printer doesn't work well now, aih.. i duno what happened with the blank ink, whereas, i've just changed it. for the colour ink, yah.. the same lah. i can't use the blue one or even the yellow one, just RED, and i'm absolutely can't use red ink rite to print the report. aihh.. have to back to do my report~ *geeez*
Currently feeling: stress
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sick n tired! ergh!

well, i'm super tired now. it's 11.21 pm now, and i haven't gone to bad. it's all bcoz the physics, ergh! wonder i was in grade 8/9 again.. it was easy to get 8/9 for your test or other stuff, but now.. i don't know. it's so hard. i prefer chemz now, same with biology, why i find hard in bio? rasana waktu smp, tuh 2 pelajaran tinggal lambai2 doank.. first, i thought i'm getting used to with the teacher.. but i'm wrong, i can't study well with the teachers.. agghhh. gw ga tau dhe gmana nasib, klo smu 2 masuk ipa dan gurunya sama, skrg aja, klo ulangan gw harus mulai belajar, haha.. bis kaga pernah belajar sih ulangan.. dudud abiss... i'm sleepy nowww.. tomorrow morning, i still have to make the graph, coz i haven't done it yet... i duno how to make the graph.. oh no.. so much to do, so little time.. huhuhu.. i need more holidayy.. dhu.. inet ku.. jalan lah dengan benar, ku sudah super teler,, jgn kau biarkan dirikuw menunggu terlalu lama.. karena ku tak tahan lagi, haruskah ku tidur tengah malam setiap hari? haruskah aku tertekan seperti ini? rasanya, sekolah itu untuk dinikmati, kenapa jadi terasa seperti beban? mungkin ini bukan beban, cuman aku terlalu lelah dengan semua kegiatan yang ada. kakakku blum kembali, walau dia baru pergi Jumat ini, tapi ku merasa dy sudah pegi seminggu, huhu.. kata mama aku kangen karena ga ada yang bisa diajak berantem. hehe. bentar lagi harus balik ke kamar sendiri, udara ga bagus, bibir pun sakit, rasanya aku udah minum kaya onta, kenapa tetap sakit yah? lipbalm aja udah sekarat jadina, karena ku poles terus ini bibir, sakit.. sakit.. panas dalam? sebal! malam2 begini, rasanya tulisan ku makin ngelantur. ngomong2 tadi waktu on the way home, di bus, senior2 ku cerita ttg mereka clubbing gitu. hanya kuping yang terpasang, karena ku setengah celeng, berkat kemarin tidur tengah malam. akhirnya, datanya ke transfer juga, mo tidur agh, masih harus pilih buku, sikat gigi, cuci muka.. oh Tuhan tolong~

Currently listening to: Moskvitch - International
Currently feeling: sleepy and bibirku sakit!
Posted by r4kun at 04:31 PM | 4 toss..

March 23rd, 2006

:)

yo, i've just finished my chinese course, hehe.. c yonny waktu liat tulisan gw dy bilang "zhen nan gan, agh?" hauhahaua.. menurut aku sih, tulisan-na lumayan kok, ga jelek2 banget, mungkin karena punya kebiasaan nulis tak bersudut nan bulet2, jadi tulis mandarin juga yang mestina bersudut jadi ga ada juga.. haahhaa.. tapi dimaklumi dan masih bisa dibaca. at least, i've tried my best. waktu nulis itu, udah ditulis diliat jelek, aku apus, tulis dan hapus lagi, i'll practice more! btw, really sorry buat c Yonny, bis HW waktu itu aku blon selesai bikin semua, tadinya aku mo cancel les jadi besok, tapi cc udah dateng. haha.. minggu ini lagi padet, maren ul. kimia, hari ini ul. Bio. btw, kenapa aku ga pernah pede sama diri sendiri? belajar bio jadi terasa berat dhe kadang, tadi waku ngerjain, rasana aku sempet panic, sampe aku pass dulu 30 soal multiple choice-na, aku langsung ngerjain essay, bis itu baru balik lagi dhe. uda mo ngumpul, jawaban yang aku kurang pede, aku tanya temen dan rasa-na aku malah ganti jawaban yang mereka kasih yang salah. why? hayah.. tapi itu pelajaran juga sih. it had just happened and there's nothing to regret more. just look forward, and make an improvement. well, now i'm a bit doubt bout, the department, which department should i chose? sience or social? 22na ga ada yang susah sih *semestina* klo ada usaha dan niat, aku yakin pasti bisa. maren waktu break, aku sempet ngobrol sama guru aku, dan dy cerita ttg masa lalu dy, hidupnya bener2 penuh perjuangan. lumayan iba juga. hehe.. dy bilang, klo emang ada niat, ga perlu yang namanya pake "les" well, yah, i realized it. yang penting dengerin guru~ i will i will.. hohoho.. btw, it suddenly raining now.. ujan-na deres + gelundungan, lagi chat ama sih ndre_bantai, haha.. dy ampe loncat dy bilang, dudud aje tuh anak. udah lama ga nge-jam bareng, huahua.. besok ada AOP Math lagi. walaweh.. ayo semangat! : ) belajar / baca novel dulu yah? hehe.. baca aja dhe~ dhu, kayana udah harus off, petir-na kenceng banget, nite all : )
Currently listening to: Moskvitch - International ; Aselin Debison's
Currently reading: Ms. Cupid
Currently feeling: : )
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March 24th, 2006

kinda tired~

well, i'm kinda sleepy n tired now hehe.. but i haven't finished reading "ms. cupid" book. the story is so interesting (for me) hehe.. it talks about yah.. teenage2 loh.. it's about gurl named Tinka, she's a "matchmaker" hoho.. talk about matchmaker, it reminds me bout myself, hahaz.. *brb* *back* hehe. just got a phone call from my mom. huhu, no one at home right now. mommy ? daddy ? brotha ? no one at home aggh.. hux hux.. but i'm getting used to lar, nevermind (aneh, ngomong sendiri jawab sendiri) hahaz.. so, back to the main topic, matchmaker? hehe.. me luv to match one another agh, i always feel happy if someone in a relationship, i mean yah jadian gitu, moreover i know the couple, hehe.

oh yeah, about this morning, hm.. i always being rushed in the morning, haiz.. bad habit bad habit, even there are 6 clocks in my room, 1 on the wall, 1 alarm clock in my bathroom, 2 watches and 2 clocks from hps, hahaz.. is not about i'm taking a bath too long, but i'm too leha2, haiz.. till mommy got lil mad this morning, hahaz.. whereas, i've a plan to wake up earlier than when mom went down stair i could hug her, coz she's leaving today. huahua.. (mission = gagal total!) alamaakk.. hahahaz.. dho, my neck lil pegel2, caused by yoga i think, whats wrong with my headstand? the instructor told that my posision is right ler, how come my neck? hm.. maybe my neck is longer than my hand, -arms. so, tiap headstand, pala-na kaya keteken yang menyebabkaannn "leher2 pegal2" tak baik tak baik, have to practice a lot coz headstand will be given for the final exam. well, i can't sleep too late tonight, coz tomorrow i've to go to school, i hope everything will be alrite tomorrow, jalan dengan lancar2 saja.. suara saya bisa kompromi juga -Amin. gonna continue reading my book~ nitez all.. GBU all! ^^v

Currently listening to: Moskvitch - International ; Aselin Debison's
Currently reading: Ms. Cupid
Currently feeling: exhausted
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March 25th, 2006

respect and confidence

yo, feel lil sleepy now coz last nite i slept approx 1 am then this morning i woke up at 6. woaah.. nyaris ga bangun, alarm hp pertama udah bunyi jam 6, tapi gw masih samar2 gitu, alhasil jam 6 lewat 4, gw melek juga. thx God~ well, hari ini penyuluhannya lumayan seru, hehe.. sampe skul rada telat dikit. we should arrived at 7.30, but we arrived approx 7.45, hoho~ untung acarana mulai jam 8.30,jadi kita masih yang beres2 gitu. udah ada beberapa anak2 yang dateng sih. hoho. btw, gw salah kostum! *OMG* huahua.. i should wear black shirt, but i wore green. hm hm *cough2, lirik Clara tajam2* kata-na ijo, kok tiba2 item? udah yang band pada pake item, yang fasilitator putih dan perlengkapan biru, gw ijo sendiri gitu.. >_<" huhu.. but nvm, jadi keliatan ferna ada *ga banget dhe* hahaaha..

about simetris' activity and the 4 grader students
well, mereka masih lucu2 gitu, hohoho.. cuman lagi masa bandel2nya.. gw dicela terus oleh 67 murid yang ikut. ferna selalu dicela dan diledekin, even anak kecil haha. btw topic penyuluhan hari ini itu "respect and confidence" bagus banget buat perkembangan anak2, overall, menurut gw, anak loren sih udah oke, mereka pede kok, apalagi Julian, woah he's a cute and very talented in playing piano, sampe nga-nga gw.. *hyperball* haha.. tapi bener, dy talented banget main piano, even me, dibanding dy, gw main piano, klo dy grade 1 berarti gw versi anak TK. haha.. apalagi skrg udah ga pernah pegang tuts2 hitam putih itu. huahua.. oh iyah, anak zaman skrg "sakti2" (sakit?)   waktu game-na kita kan bikin beberapa lagu, e.g : Tutur Kata, I have a dream, Terbaik Bagimu, I believe I can fly, mereka ada yang bisa ada yang ga bisa, tapi yang menurut gw telah terjadi pergeseran ttg perkembangan anak zaman sekarang, lagu2 yang mereka denger bener2 ga cocok sama lagu yang mestina mereka dengerin, dho! how to describe it! i'm not really good to describe bout this. yah inti-na, apa yang mereka konsumsi (ga itu film, music or anything else) ga sesuai umur dhe. can you imagine, anak kelas 4, dengerin lagu TTM, Jujur, n so on, haiz.. kata2na kan kayana ga pantes aja, even myself, i dun like that song, 22na. hahaha.. anak kelas 4 sd udah ttm-an. sakti! well, ini bukan faktor kampungan, tapi dalam rangka edukasi, jadi emang kita harus kasih mereka lagu2 mendidik.apa lagi yah? huahua.. ga tau gmana nulisna nih, tapi gpp, pelan2.

anak2 seumuran mereka emang perlu dijaga baik2 yah, dari kecil sih, karakteristik mereka, kepribadian mereka semua, diajarin how to respect one another n so on.. cukup menyenangkan walau ada beberapa murid yang "ekstra" aktif a.k.a hyperact. hahaz.. waktu udah mau terakhir2, gw ga luput di ledekin terus.. huhuhu.. apalagi gara2 sih Steve pake nama gw terus "yak.. bla bla bla bla... ya, seperti kak Ferna ini" then.. "bla bla bla.. yak, seperti kak Ferna ini" sampe akhirna "Steve, kenapa contohna gw terus?" huahuahua.. lucu dhe~ hahahaz.. abis itu dari school, cabut ke kantor, lunch bareng dad sama temen daddy, dha gitu, anter daddy pulang, cabut ke PI dhe. mo ketemu Kon sama Anna dkk yang lagi pada part time di California Pizza Kitchen.

at PI
huahuahua.. sampe PI gw langsung ngelojor CPK, ngelongok kiri-kanan, loh Anna kemana? sih Kon juga katana lagi makan di sono ga ada? then i called Kon, "dmana lu?" "*bucks, sih Anna lagi break" -- JEGER!! -- hahahaz.. karena mereka pada part time dari 11 sampe 5, dan waktu mereka break udah jam 4, akhirna, gw baru nyampe bentar, mereka balik lagi mo kerja, nganterin mereka ke CPK na. then gw ama Kon keliling bentar, nyari baju yang buat anggota simetris dah gitu keliling2, huahuahua... misi ke dua selain ngeledekin Anna, kita ketemu sih Micky ama Cynthia, haha.. kita ledekin, btw setiap setengah jam sekali, kita balik ke CPK huahua... buat liatin sih Anna, terakhirna, sih Anna dkk lagi di briefing gitu, then gw yang dari jauh kaya ledek2in, joget2 ga penting (ga tau malu abis) sampe kayana diketawain gitu.. hauhaua.. btw, mo part time juga.. anyone, ada yang punya connection dengan resto2 atau semacamnya? pengen banget part time di stbucks or somewhere, gw ada bilang Nia sih pengen nyoba part time. kata mereka capeeee banget, tapi sekali2 dicoba itu perlu! ya kan ya kan? hehehe..

ms. cupid book
huahuhua.. lagi cerewet abis nih gw, ttg buku ms. cupid yang gw baca. finally i'd done reading the book last nite. cerita-na bagusss.. saya suka cerita-na. hahaha.. like what i've wrote in my last entry, ttg matchmaker, jadi inget. waktu masa2 saya menjodohkan teman2 saya. cerita ini bener2 ingetin gw, bout myself. i tried to match my friends and suddenly i fall in love with the boy. haha.. sudah2 cukup2, cerita ttg love-life gw ga bisa disebar2, haha.. just me n my diary yang tau~ hauhauhau. okei then.. need to *poof*

Currently listening to: Moskvitch
Posted by r4kun at 02:16 PM | give me five!

March 26th, 2006

sunny sunday~

yeah~ today the weather is so H O T ! my gosh, that sun, ga ada malu2 sedikit pun, the sun shines v. bright! huahua.. and as ussual, it makes me not in a very good mood, moreover, i still have some prob with my digest system. i'm so pissed by my big tummy, *gasp*

well, wanna share what i've got today.
today the priest talk about life standard, in generall many people have double standard. why? cause:

    1. Compromise
people afraid to confront the truth, so people use to compromise the truth. we used to think, "who am i to judge?" whereas we know the truth. for example. well, i better use indo, coz i'm not good in explaining something in english. hehe.. contohna, ada kecelakaan, ketika di cari saksi, kita malah kabur, kita bilang ga tau. supaya kita aman. padahal sebenerna itu ga bener, mestina kita berani kasih tau sebenerna, karena kalau terjadi apa2, itu juga tanggung jawab kita "Yeh 3:18"

    2. Confusion
we have a responsibility in telling the truth. kalau bener ya bener, klo salah yah salah. misalkan kalian tau itu salah, dan kalian tetep jalanin, kalian akan bikin ataupun buat diri sendiri ke dalam kebingungan. kaya perkawinan sesama jenis, co-co. they can born right? klo mereka adopt baby, siapa yang bakal nyusuhin? ketika mulai besar, mereka manggil "daddy, daddy, mommy?" mereka bikin bingung. so if you don't have a clear standar, you'll live in confusion.

when people live with double standard?
1. saat apa yang diajarkan dan dipraktekan berbeda.
2. saat orang kepepet, lauin sesuatu padahal bertentangan dengan keyakinan
3. berada di budaya keyakinan

bout the 2nd point, the priest told us about seorang pekerja yang disuruh bos-na boong terus, katanya, klo dy ga mo boong, dy bakal dipecat, waktu tanya ke priest. priest-na bilang, he must be dare to tell the truth. klo takut dipecat, employe na bisa bilang "aku ga bisa terus2an boong lagi ke mereka, walau aku ga boong lagi, tapi aku janji kalau aku ga akan bohong sama bapak." klo kita boong terus itu juga kita bukan bantuin dy kan, tapi kita jadi korban. selain itu ttg in a relationship. if you're g/bf ask u to sleep, you dare to say no. you can tell them "i can't sleep with you, till the day i tell God i do, but i promise i won't sleep with anybody". selain itu priest cerita ttg ada satu anak siapa gw lupa, temen anak-na itu ultah yang ke 16, dan dikasih mobil. saat semua naik mobil, anak ini ga naik mobil, padhaal ada parents anak itu. waktu parent na nanya, "kenapa ga ikut?" then.. he replied "aku janji sama orang tua aku kalau aku gak akan pernah naik mobil kalau yang nyetir di bawah umur" orang tua na langsung malu. tapi itu bener2 hebat, dy dare to tell the truth, dan dy pegang perkataan dy. salut. so, everyone, do you dare to tell the truth? have to take a bath now~

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March 27th, 2006

rainy morning~

yo, this morning.. raining agaen as ussual, but i kinda enjoyed it, hahaz.. had a hot bum in the morning.. yippi.. so good agh~ the good weather were changing by the time.. in the afternoon the weather become so HOT! uihh.. not good not good aghh.. haiz haiz _ _" melting me.. oh yeah, finally mom's back! *yiipppi* so happy, and next week brotha will be back, but.. this thursday, mm.. am i right? yah i think so, it's dad's turn to leave. hayah.. when my turn to leave jkt yah? *i wish* hehe..

well, what i've done todae? hm.. i bought a pursche for mochi, sorry mochi, i'm late to give you the pressie, then i bought a bag. i bought the same as before. hehe.. i'm too love that bag till i bought it twice.. yah.. the latest one already "tui ama kia2" oh no.. i'm not supposed to leha2 now, still have to study physics, i think i'll get physics quiz tomorrow, then i've to finish my chinese homework, c Yonny gives me a lot.. wuihh.. then, I haven't copied my english note. oh no.. and now it's 9.13, whereas i was wondering i could sleep earlier tonite.. halahh.. well, like this lah yah, tomorrow, i'll study otw to school, then now, copy the note and do my homework.. well well.. have to do now.. coz. talking without do it = 0 arigatou God, for the result i've got today : )

Currently listening to: Smoma - Georgy Porgy
Currently reading: note book
Currently feeling: tired but happy~ :)
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March 29th, 2006

stressed

hoho.. nowadyas, i'm kinda stressed with my science project.. the dateline is 1 more week, and my group has just had consulation once/twice. and if i want to have the consultation, i've to call one by one.. oh no.. come on, this is group project, but why? kenapa harus selalu disuruh tanpa ada kesadaran sendiri? ini namanya group project bukan sih? *sigh* it's so tiring..

well, i dun want to discuse it anymore.. tomorrow, i've to do my part.. willing my holiday to finish the project.. btw, dearest my stingy school.. hahaha.. wanna ask you, why we have to go back to school on friday? tomorrow is a holiday rite? so why don't we just off on friday? mm.. but nvm dhe.. better go to school than do nothing rite.. hm.. i'm hungry now~

Currently feeling: :: kacau ::
Posted by r4kun at 03:21 PM | give me five!

March 31st, 2006

swing it, Bob~

 
 - quote of the day -
"Every decision you make - every decision - is not a decision about what to do.
It's a decision about Who You Are.
When you see this, when you understand it, everything changes.
You begin to see life in a new way.
All events, occurrences, and situations turn into opportunities to do what you came here to do."
 
    yo~ I'm kinda tired now, coz i've just finished doing my chinese homework. my gosh, c Yonny always gives me a lot! 3 pages++ even it's so tiring, just try to think positively.. hehehe.. yah.. it can help me to improve my chinese handwriting lor.. morover she told me that mine is so bad. hehe.. btw finally i can headstand by myself loh.. *bangga* huahuaha.. so excited and i think i'll start to do headstand as my daily activity *hopefully, i'm not too lazy for it* and 2nd, i've finished my comp project. next comp project is comin.. eng ing eng.. hohohoho...
 
    I'm so sorry, if i make you dissapointed. i dun mean it, but you force me. can you pls stop disturbing me? please! i dun want to hurt you~ can you respect with what i want to do or no? can you stop asking me bout "how's ur bf?" well.. honestly "i dun have any" so.. if you know that i dun have any bf, what you gonna do? try to be my boyfriend? pls! stop! stop it! maybe i won't reply your msg directly or i won't even reply it. maybe it seems so cruel, but i do this coz i dun want to hurt you.. you are such a good friend for me. i dun want to give you any hope, i dun care with what will you think about me coz i don't play with people's heart~ NO! BIG NO!!!
 
* Moskvitch? hm.. interesting, hook`m HERE! *
Currently listening to: Moskvitch
Currently feeling: need some rest
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