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July 9th, 2006

I'm back~

"If you look at what you have in life, you'll always have more. If you look at what you don't have in life, you'll never have enough."

Oprah Winfrey

holla...

I'm in Indo now.. just arrived last nite, too many too tell, till I'm confused where do i have to start? from the bangin` stuff? gaining weight or what... hahaha.. miss the weather in melb.. miss those snacks.. (which i couldn't control about).. miss BB.. I miss all.. i wanna say thank you to C Itin ( my beloved skinny sista... i have no idea.. she's so skinny even she's a "hot" snacker. hahaha.. thx for being my tourguide to), Mr. Gavin (the photographer and the driver <~ sorry), c Lala (arigatou.. for the nyummy breakie.. *nyumm nyumm* and guiding me too.. *ofcoz*), nice to meet n know c Michy (cute n nice), c Marry (smarty gurl), k QQ (go BB! go!), k Mirscha (duno how to write), k Wowo (I want your hair!

), and k Sadikin (anime lover). arigatou.. if you all come or go back to jkt.. let me now.. let me be the tourguide.. ga deh.. joking, i'm not good with guiding, ntar nyasar berabe :p

Posted by r4kun at 10:08 AM | give me five!

July 11th, 2006

no idea :D

"The shortest way to do many things is to do only one thing at a time."

"We know what we are, but know not what we may be."

Listen to the mustn'ts, child. Listen to the don'ts. Listen to the shouldn'ts, the impossibles, the won'ts. Listen to the never haves, then listen close to me... Anything can happen, child. Anything can be.

hohoho.. today woke up at 9, whereas i asked my maid to wake me at 8, hehe.. but nvm, cause my physioteraphy started at 10. after physioteraphy, with mom went to arisan ibu2.. hauhauhu.. i ate a lot man.. i have no idea to lost my weight, moreover in indo, never walk.. always use car, car and car.. what to say? indo has high criminality, high polution etc etc.. even you r inside the car.. crime still follow you.. *errr* talking about Indo's bad thing, i think it will never enough to list it down. oh yeah.. this topic reminds me of the banggin` kanga trip, while we were at the motel. we talked a lot bout our country's stupidness.. Michy n Marry sis as singaporean said "singaporean are so Kia-Su (afraid to lose), Kia-Si (afraid to die), and Kia-Bo (afraid of nothing)", mr. Gavin as Malaysian said Malaysian so stupid "they make the road, dig it. make it and dig and keep digging", me and Tina sis as indonesian said about how high our coruption and how stupid the folks and so on.. hahaha.. maybe it sounds funny, you talked bad things bout your country, whereas you are the part of the country (nationality-red). nevertheless we just try to open our eyes from other point of view, so we can make some correction.. am i rite? (who cares, hahaz)

continue with what i've done today, after had lunch, went to facial.. my goshhhh.. it's so hurt! painful! and whatsoever you call it.. the pip cleaned my face.. cleaned the pimples till i cried.. i swear, it's hurt! huuu.. my face.. what the with pimples? i used to not have pimples.. yah.. till mom carried me to vacum the pimples.. and tara tara.. pimples come out... whole face.. aihh aihhh... and i remember, that stupid erha doctor gave me scar.. eh!

enough wif pimples, i was thinking to transfer my pic from camera, but i forget where did i put the cable.. so i think letter on.. hehehe.. and finally i've finished reading "asking for trouble", good book to read, excapt the ending part.. a bit irritating.. hehehe.. hmmp.. next book, the five pip u meet in heaven, cause the devil wears prada is taken by brotha.. huahauha... i've read it a bit before and i was kinda.. "ehh.. what the? why so many harsh words here agh? aih aih" hhaha.. well, see ya tabs~

Currently reading: the five people you meet in heaven
Currently feeling: none

Posted by r4kun at 03:01 PM | give me five!

July 13th, 2006

finally

lately.. i'm more confused, what i have to write on my blog.. hahaha.. my activity? sometimes i feel is not necessary at all to write it down. o okeii.. now, i'm better to write my activity lar.. than write what a pathetic sentences.. hahaz..

first.. i woke up almost 9 today.. n went to hospital for my last physioteraphy. then, went to I Xiao Ling's house, follow mothers' arisan.. we had dinner at Tokio Jo.. OMG.. ibu2 voice were so loud.. till the other customer escaped.. hahaz.. i ate a lot men.. we had a packet for 2. and i shared with dD.. but we got bonus from the other ibu2.. (who couldn't finish the food) hahaz.. so count as we ate 2 packets.. sakti bukan? :p we finished our lunch at 3, and went to PI.. walked around (turunin makanan)... at pi, went to the supermarket.. saw snacks.. so tampting men.. hahaha.. just bought aqua.. coz after that, went to stbucks had some cafe mocha.. and oh lala.. (ferna, gmana ga naik 6 kg?) hahaha.. i have no idea.. cause i have big appetite in eating menn.. well.. chatting dulu aghh...

this blog is so "ga penting" aih aih....

__________ ___________"

tomorrow activity:

- go to school.. lalalala..

Currently listening to: when i fall i love
Currently reading: the five pip you meet in heaven
Currently feeling: none

Posted by r4kun at 02:25 PM | give me five!

blurryme

hm..it's midnite now and i supposed to sleep or pimples will appear on my face the next morning. but that's something stuck in my mind. a bit bout my future. i guess. thinking bout my plan. study abroad. next year. time flows very fast. can i survive with every lil thing that i'll face it? feel so stupid, why i have to worry about those things now.. i'm a bit afraid with the requirement. my toefl, my mark, my report book. can i acomplish those thingy? will i? i believe i can do it if i want. it's all about myself and my will. just a few days to pass.. school day start. with my stupidity, i'm thinking of which book i don't need to buy.. i dun care with the price, i just keep thinking, it will be useless after the 2nd year end. what a stupid thought? agghh.. and i don't know, why i count as stupid thought.. feel so pathetic now.. what's wrong with me? stress? bout what? for what? i keep thinking randomly.. aih aih.. after thinking bout books.. now i'm back with the plan.. what's wrong with my head? so pissed by myself.. wasting my brain energy for something unecessary. just post it now.. maybe later.. that random think will come out again.. *sigh*

Currently feeling: blurry

Posted by r4kun at 04:33 PM | give me five!

randomrandom

hahaha.. random things keep come out... people around me.. whom i know or nor.. they all are created uniquely.. growing up.. with their own characteristic.. very interesting.. thinking bout people.. characteristic etc etc (which appear in my mind) when i was at primary school, i'd thought about being psychologist. but i guess... it won't expand much, moreover in Indo. so decide to look other department for uni.. looking for bussines.. but i've some thought.. that i don't want to live in indo. keep saying "i don't know" why that.. m maybe pathetic idea (u said) appear in my mind. other thought that i've thought about is.. being nun. is this sound funny? it's not funny i think. i have goals and ambitions that i want to reach in my life.. but thinking bout yourself it called "selfish". live abroad, leaving your childhood memory in your mother country, ignore something you came out from, i guess it too selfish. aghh.. i'm more confused now.. think that i have to sleep now or tomorrow i can't wake up. i hope i won't have any weird or bad dream tonite (caused by those random thingy) hmm... blurrr blurrr... keep thinking this and that.. without any direction.. so pathetic!

Currently listening to: Ryan Cabrera - take it all away
Currently reading: blog
Currently feeling: sleepy

Posted by r4kun at 05:09 PM | give me five!

July 14th, 2006

it comes true~

hoho.. like what i'd written before.. last nite i had a weird dream... the pip that i've never thought before, appeared in my dream.. i forget what my dream about.. hm.. let me thing.. *still forget* okei then.. forget it.. haha.. today, daddy goes abroad.. so, i could use the driver.. this morning, went to school, the meeting supposed startet at 9 but i dun know, why it became 10, so.. the meeting finished almost 12 and my stomach were calling me.. me n B` Ivon went to kirana, to eat gado2.. the gado2 was good.. but it made from peanut.. which is not good for my pimples.. we talked bout simetris next plan. and she told me bout the yogya trip.. huuu.. so jealous, i couldn't go there, i wish i was there.. but kk didn't allowed me. next time, we gonna make the 2nd trip, and i'll join it~ there's no reason to hold me, nemore.

back bout today, after had lunch together (by the way, we shared together the gado2 lohh.. huahahau.. what a pitty stomach) went back home, and went to TA (almost write gado2 again, hahaz) went to TA, bought my textbooks and finally i got black pointed shoes.. which is so nice - in my opinion. mom said, i need to have black shoes, so it would be easier for me to use any dress for party.

talk about the price.. since i back from oz and sg, buying shoes or sandals feel a bit more expensive than sg.. maybe caused by the digit, at spore.. shoes price just approx 25-30 something $ but in indo.. you'll find a lot digit here and there.. *looking at the barcode* wew... feel so expensive aghh.. e.g 400.000 <~ see the differential between 25 bux and 400.000 rp.. but in fact.. in spore.. shoes sandals n so on is cheaper there.. hehehe... while in spore.. after i got furla watch for a hundred something.. if i bought something close to the price, i'll feel.. "what the.. why so expensive.. almost the same with watch lerr..." haih haih.. comparing physioteraphy here and there.. once in spore.. you can do here for 12 times.. hahaz.. freakin men...

me, a bit regret with not buying the cookie set.. huuu.. last nite i told bro. and he said "why didn't you just buy it.. it has good price rite? if there's something you want and the price suit on it.. just by it loh..." hayah.. hard to carry lah brotha.. when i wanted back to indo.. we bornt one box you know brotha! cannot carry heavy things ler..

asking myself.. i'm talkin bout something.. why suddenly.. i change to another topic yah? *me = too fusy*

ooo okee... bout today again.. i had mcD for my dinner.. miss junk food.. but after i ate it.. i wanted to vomit.. no more mcD.. ____ ____" and 1 more, i don't know why i always stomachache if i drink the lemon tea? what's wrong with the lemon tea? *ekkk okkk* TA... TA... i never like that mall.. for this year.. till this mid of year.. i think, i just been there for 3 times.. today was the 3rd i guess.. or the 4th? last time i went there for didyz's bufdae.. and never been there again.. ooo okei.. ferna too naughty and too blurry to write more.. bubye tabueyyy

eng ing eng.. have to star covering the textbook.. spirit.. spirit.. hihi

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Currently listening to: GMB's
Currently reading: the five people you meet in heaven

Posted by r4kun at 04:17 PM | give me five!

July 15th, 2006

not good

People are anxious to improve their circumstances, but unwilling to improve themselves. They therefore remain bound

this morning i woke up at 7 something.. almost 8 maybe.. hehehe.. cause i had to go to ngukur baju.. for c Ling2's weeding party.. it didn't take much time.. maybe just half an hour.. went back home.. waited mom.. had lunch together and went to mangdu...

bought some t.top and cardigan. went back home.. had dinner wif mom.. nothing much rite.. well.. about the title "not good" i just feel that i'm too spoiler.. once you go out.. once you go home with shopping bags on your hand.. shopping shopping.. never stop.. i don't know.. how much money did i have waste.. have to hold those thingy.. just thing.. is not good for my age.. i'm still small or whatever you call.. but i'm so pro in wasting money.. hehe.. i dun count as wasting money sih.. i bought it cause i like it.. and i can wear it.. it's the one of spend / invest, i guess.. but still lah.. the point is... stop shop too much!

oh yeah.. one more thing.. what's wrong with my bookmark? huuu.. its broke! i just bought and now it's broke already? aihhhh.. grr... who did it? i try to use glue.. but i think it won't works. it can't be fixed.. huhh..

Posted by r4kun at 03:14 PM | give me five!

July 16th, 2006

sweetest thing :)

hello tabuey,
todae went to church wif k, sih kk sedang malas katana.. karena sekalian jam 3 dy mo nonton.. dasar si pemalas.. hahaz.. during the way.. talked about hoshi-kun n bro. hahaz.. it reminds me for every sweetest things that i've ever felt before.. even i'm not with him anymore.. well.. still feel so lucky. cause i could feel it.. wishing him for the best~ and once again.. thx for the sweetest thing..

tomorrow, back to school.. not study yet, buy textbooks and have some briefing.. and ofcoz.. MOS-in junior.. *hihi* i'll do my best!.. well.. let's start the new beginning

Posted by r4kun at 07:54 AM | give me five!

July 17th, 2006

back to school :)

Focus on the journey, not the destination. Joy is found not in finishing an activity but in doing it.

dear tabuey

today, i'm back to school.. surprisily i didn't late, cause i used to late in my first day school.. hehe.. i still remember, in the morning, mom had to drive fastly to chase the bus. (sorry mom :D).. school activity for today? accompanied 11th grader for the orientation and tomorrow i gonna overnite at school, a bit lazy, but it's my responsibility.. huhh..

more about today,,,
i'm so happy to meet the gangsta.. we took picture together (feels like ceremony, hahaz) then, gave souvernirs to each other. i got hp-chain from agnes, she went to bandung yesterday, and rossy forgot to bring the souvenirs.. (nevermind Ross, we'll be patient kok :p) in my first day school, i couldn't spend much my time with my friend cause.. M.O.S. 2 days to go, before gokil ria with them. for additional, i was surprised with my cantien, darn! there's no food.. the auntie's buffet is not there anymore.. where the heck~ no food, when i wanted buy my lunch, there was nothing left.. lerr... *starving* the auntie's buffet become the GJ dim-sum, which is so expensive.. (everyone told me like that) they said 3 siomay for 6k and this steel promotion prize.. (so weird! promotion?) i want auntie's buffet!!!

it's better for me to have my own lunchbox, rather than, eat unproper food. (fries, 3 sorts of dimsum, hotdog <~ not really good, i guess).

school day always makes me fatter
i have a big appetite today, maybe it because of the food i ate, i had remain vegies and 2 fried prawns ( i believe i can't survive if i keep eating like this . on the way, at bus, ate whole meal bread, went to superindo, bought bread, then bought es campur / teler, forget. arrived home, ate the ice, ate lots of snack, from cookies.. biscuits.. fruits.. and when i weighted my self, i gain 2 kgs. very good~ hahaz.. i haven't packing yet.. too lazy.. later lah yahh.. *hihi*

so lucky to have Ms. Santi as our guardian (our tutor? wali kelas-red)

.......... luvsmilepeace ..........

Currently listening to: Hillsong'
Currently reading: the five people you meet in heaven
Currently feeling: peacefull

Posted by r4kun at 02:35 PM | give me five!

July 19th, 2006

super tired!

Most of us are just about as happy as we make up our minds to be

hmpph...

just went back from school, today.. the weather so HOT~ very very HOT! btw, i wanna talk about the overnite and orientation activity...

overnite is damn tiring!
the students soooo naughty!!! they slept in the tent, and.. i know, the tent a bit too fit for the students. but the couldn't stop talking or even shutted their mouth. i think, me and mochi were to spoil them, they wanted us to open the tent, we opened for them, what they wanted, we gave them. i've try to be more strictch-maybe.

after had lots of activity, finally i could have a rest at 12, and suddenly, woke up at 3 because of the noise and of course the mosquitos' attack. took control for them, then went back to sleep, till 6. i slept in my headmaster's room and luckily, went he came, i'd just woken up.. *fyuh*

and now, i'm so tired, i haven't pooed yet and i need to cover my textbooks. now, april's so intellegent, she studies everyday, wewww.. it makes me afraid of my mark.. told mom i need study, and mom said, no need too force.. thx mom~

about yesterday again
me and my several friends, had some chit chat wif my headmaster, he told me to finish my highschool then study abroad.. go to univ directly, without having any college thingy or foundation. he said, if your toefl and SET are enough to univ, you don't have to take any college and it will safe your money. which do you think better? finish my highschool or go abroad after i finish my grade 11?

boys?!?!?
okay, am i wrong if i don't wash my hair, e v e r y d a y ? am i wrong? have no idea, why they keep telling me "jorok".. huehhhh... do you know, is not good to wash your hair EVERYDAY! this morning, just woken up, i came in to osis room to take my thingy, the pip whom already woke up earlier than me and they were having their breakie. A said "ihh.. jorok, blon mandi. " Oh My God! I'd just woken up! a bit emotional, till i said "yeah, i know larh, i'm dirty, i'm not the type of girl, who wash my hair everyday, bla bla bla bla". so what sih? i'm not his x, who always wash her hair, everytime she takes a bath. i forget what i've said. maybe coz i still a bit celeng and i talked fastly~ aihh.. sono! cari cw yang suka keramas tiap hari! bangun di pagi2 buta, buat thingy thongo, biar super exclusive diliat orang! aih!

*super tired!* need to take a bath! - immediately~

Currently feeling: tired

Posted by r4kun at 09:05 AM | give me five!

July 20th, 2006

earthquake

The important thing to remember is that if you don't have that inspired enthusiasm that is contagious whatever you do have is also contagious

****

It does not matter how slowly you go as long as you do not stop.

well, this isn't about today, just wanna write something bout yesterday, hehe...

yesterday, there was "earthquake"

for me, earthquake always remind funny stories...

when earthquake yesterday i was in the toilet, sitting on the closet and down my head. suddenly shoke and.. first in my thought was "ehh.. am i vertigo?" cause yesterday i just went back from the overnite and i didn't have enough sleep at the night before. mom shouted and i was in hurry walking down the stairs. mom and maids were like gathering, asking "earthquake?" i just shout "earthquake, go out from here~"

other stories

when i was in primary, there was earthquake too.. and the next day, my teacher told me some that, her student, during the earthquake was poo-ing and the student said.. "i'm poo-ing why i feel dizzy?" other.. (better for me to write the story in indo dhe) hehe.. ada kk-na guru ogut, dy lagi di jalan, di depan RS dan waktu itu lagi lampu merah, there were no car just his car in the middle of road and suddenly "earthquake" he thought.. ghost was shaking his car.. hehehe.. forget the other story

btw

yesterday after the earthquake, i saw the news on tv.. about the earthquake, katana.. the earthquake was 6.2 scal/rit.. and.. for caused tsunami itu 6.3, almost banget.. weww.. i saw some video of pasca-tsunami at pangandaran beach. they were playing and suddenly tsunami came.. what a pitty..

what's wrong with number 7?

my friend said, 7 for lucky 7... is that true?

all the tragedy happened, related with number 7, date 17th, 27th, the earthquake yesterday at 17.57.. i have no idea bout it.. but i hope.. everything will be alrite and no more tragedy...

what to do during earthquake...

KEEP CALM. Expect the earthquake to last from a few seconds to a few minutes. The ground will feel like the deck of a ship but it will NOT open up and swallow you. Remember, most casualities are caused by falling objects and debris.

IF INDOORS, stay there. Take cover in a doorway, or under a sturdy desk or table, or kneel against an INSIDE wall. Avoid shelves or heavy objects that may fall. Keep away from windows and mirrors. If you are in bed, stay there and pull the covers
over your head. If you are in a wheelchair, lock your wheels, and protect your head with your arms.

IF IN A HIGH-RISE BUILDING, do not use the elevator. Get under a table or against an inside wall. Avoid display shelves, which may fall. Don't be surprised if fire alarms and sprinkler systems come on.

IF IN A THEATER or stadium, stay in your seat and cover your head with your arms.

IF OUTDOORS, move into an open area away from trees, buildings, signs, utility poles, and wires. Your legs will feel unsteady, so crouch or lie down. Stay in the open until the shaking stops.

IF DRIVING, pull off to the edge of the road as quickly and as safely as possible. Avoid bridges and underpasses, buildings, powerlines, and trees. If in a car or bus, stay there until the shaking is over.

Mr. Josh is leaving today.. bubye babeh! i gonna look after of enyak kok.. hihi.. jangan genit2 di sono, hajar lu! ;p

Posted by r4kun at 12:32 PM | give me five!

July 21st, 2006

overweight

It's not what is available or unavailable that determines your level of success and happiness; it's what you convince yourself is true."

yo, finally it's weekend, hehe..
i don't know why i feel sleepy everyday, last nite i slept at 9, ohh yeah, last nite i got sms from my friend, it said that it's gonna be earthquake at 2-3 am.. luckily, there was no earthquake, fyuh, a bit tired in facing those tragedies. the aceh one, it's been a year and the reconstruction is haven't finished yet, and suddenly last month the earthquake at yogya and.. 2 days ago, tsunami at pangandaran beach, not enought with those, yesterday, earthquake happened. see..

now, wanna talk bout something related to the title "overweight"
Okay... a bit afraid with my weight now, cause i keep gaining weight. have big appetite.. and sometimes its out of my control, like this afternoon, arrived home, i ate fish, soup then.. i finished my chocolate + i ate emping.. after finished with those food, i was tired and fell asleep.. hmp, how piggy i am..

the next target... for my weight
if i reach 55, i'll try to lose my weight till 53., well i realized about physic thingy is not everything, but i feel a bit uncomfy with my weight now... huuuu

i almost finish reading the five pip you meet in heaven *finally* and i gonna write some revision bout the book, later.. heheh.. gtg , take a bath~

Posted by r4kun at 12:28 PM | give me five!

congrats!! :)

HoHoHo... wanna say "happy bufdae" for Gab and for his brotha,, Kon dodol! happy 6th month anniversary for Anna & Kon... hihi.. everlasting, yo! you both should treat me, you know :p hahahaz.. so happy to know my friends are in love.. hahaha...

( : [ . . . p e r i . c i n t a h . . . ] : )

*ferna ga banget deh *

Posted by r4kun at 02:16 PM | give me five!

July 22nd, 2006

freaky daddy! _ _"

daddy!! love you so much *swt* huehh... i've just talked with my dad, bout having mafia course, well, the price is a bit expensive, when i asked my dad, what he thinks, he said "ni gen hao bu sang ban, bu sang ban gen pien yi.." ehh... *super sweattt ________ ________::" daddy... daddy... i talked till my tear dropped, hahahaz... stress men, punya daddy sakti abis! daddy said "tanya mama, 20 thn-an, papa ga pernah bilang ke anak mendingan ga naik kelas" hahahahhaa... ogahhhhh ogahh ogahhhh

dhoo.. okay bout my freaky daddy, now back to my weight.. aghhh.. i can't control myself! i can't stop eating! snacking! n so on... somebody, help me... T_T

i just wanne be myself... dang you fat!

Posted by r4kun at 09:22 AM | give me five!

July 23rd, 2006

hueeehhhh....

no idea for the title today, so i use "hueeehhh..." lohh.. hauhauhua.. what a pathetic opening i have.. nothing to share for now, tabuey.. just wanna cheer up myself. hahaha.. FERNA, JIA YO!!!

[Ferna]~ >Never" Give Up!<

Posted by r4kun at 11:02 AM | give me five!

my dreams~ my wishes

whole wheat chocolate chip cookies.. Nyummy~

yang di atas ini.. sebenarna hanya catatan web recipe. hehe..

well... related to my title.
saya ingin punya tempat tinggal sendiri, rumah atau apt, dengan design minimalis, di daerah selatan, yang tenang, dengan intensitas matahari yang tidak terlalu menyengat, hidup dengan udara yang tidak bergelut dengan polusi kota yang padat. itu pun kalau tinggal di jakarta.

design minimalis, simple, enak dilihat, nyaman dan bersih, tidak gelap dan sirkulasi udara yang baik, supaya ga usah tergantung dengan aircon. tinggal dengan orang2 yang di sayangi, pasti suasana tambah enak.

pengen lantai dari kayu, cat dinding warna enak di mata.. wuahh.. inspired by poetry barn, ikea books nihh... saya jadi ingin cepat2 punya tempat tinggal sendiri.. hahahaa... i wish, i have my own soon...

Posted by r4kun at 01:27 PM | 2 toss..

July 30th, 2006

deepest thought

Much of the stress that people feel doesn't come from having too much to do. It comes from not finishing what they started.

well, it's been a week, i haven't updated my blog, just want to write how childish i am, how uncontrolled i am, and how unresposible i am...

to be honest, i don't feel any regret bout this. even a bit. haha, how unresponsible i am. i watch too much till i postpone all my obligation, being in science class, w/o caring any school stuffs and so on.. nganggap enteng semua, mestina merasa bersalah, tapi kenapa gw enggak yah? mungkin karena gw terkadang anak-na anggap sesuatu sepele, well.. that's not good, i have to change, i will i will, dhoo.. nih entry jadi aneh isina.. ga jelas..

........................

hahaha.. i've just read this entry before i decide to edit this entry, well i still don't know what i want to write *more complicated* feel a bit empty, really2 complicated, *sigh*

Currently listening to: Hillsong - UP
Currently reading: the joy luck club - half and half
Currently watching: princess hours
Currently feeling: don't know how to mention

Posted by r4kun at 04:06 PM | give me five!

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